An Open Letter to the Homosexual Community



The sages of Judaism have alway known this to be the case in instances of homosexuality and it’s companion transsexuality. The world offers all other kinds of pseudo science explanations to a spiritual issue. Past lives and their effects on the present lifetime should be embraced for the positive influence they have, but according to Torah not all things life puts in our path are to be embraced, but they are circumstances given to us for the growing and elevation of our soul as it incarnates time and time again into male and female bodies to be able to fulfill all the Mitzvot (some for only men and some for only women).

In my own family I have cousin’s named William McCarol and Mattie Davis who are openly “proud” homosexuals. I can only pray that they will find my website and read this page, and know that I am reaching out to them in love to help them understand their confusion about their sexuality. It is only through understanding why they have these feelings that they will be able to overcome the sin. The world’s answer is to say you are born homosexual like you are a different species or something. This is simply the big deception of Satan just as he tried to humanize and twist Scripture to tempt Yeshua the Messiah to sin.

Understand that the Bible is true, but you must understand it correctly. Know that sodomy (anal sex) is a sin for the Jew first (even with his wife), and then the gentile,heterosexuals first and then for those who identify as homosexual. Homosexuals are not being singled out for this sin.

If you are homosexual you do not understand your struggle and the church is to blame because they do not believe in re-incarnation even though it is a foundational pillar to Judaism and the gospels even give proof that The Savior taught re-incarnation.

Judaism, the religion of the Father and Son has always embraced the truth of re-incarnation believing that the Jewish people re-incarnate as many times as needed in the body of a male or female to fulfill each of the 613 Commandments that they uphold and since some Commandments are only for men and some only for women you MUST re-incarnate as both sexes.

Judaism has always explained homosexuality as a man who is experiencing re-incarnation bleed-over from his past incarnation as female. Most of the transgendered people are experiencing the exact same thing.

When the church finally accepts the teaching of The Savior about the re-incarnation of Elijah the prophet as John the Baptist and the re-incarnation of the man The Savior healed who was born blind then and only then will the Foolish Virgin church world that is deceived with the strong delusion will embrace those dealing with same-sex attraction and gender dysphoria so they can know their true identity that is the TRUE CONVERSION THERAPY that works!

An Open Letter to The Transgendered Community


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Besides this being the original subject of this website in 2004 at it’s inception, I was recently inspired by the testimony of a lovely young man by the name of Edward Byrd when a friend shared with me a series of shows done on the Daystar cable channel that was discussing homosexuality and transsexuality. I wrote this on September 11, 2020, the day of remembrance known by all as 9-11 which I think could have some meaning to the taking down of high towers (Strongholds) in our lives, Edward. I know you are struggling and I hope this article helps you as I know the Mystery of Iniquity Babylon Whore/Harlot system of Christianity falls short of understanding the issues you suffer from, and so eloquently described on the Daystar channel. In my 20 years counseling young men who suffer from Same Sex Attraction Syndrome (SSAD) I have watched as those involved in faith’s that omit the “Key of Understanding” about SSAD have always struggled and the largest percentage have returned to their homosexual lifestyle.

Ya’ll go check out Edward Byrd’s music. He say’s the music world wanted to turn him into the next Lady GaGa, but I hear him as the Black George Michael with the voice of an angel very reminiscent of George Michael. Of course Edward is his own special talent and I don’t put anybody before him or compare his talent to anyone else. I think you will hear the similarity to George Michael however. 🙂

Are you a Christian who has failed to have victory over the sin of homosexual behavior or do not understand why you feel like G-d must have made a mistake and you are a woman trapped in a man’s body? Christianity lacks the “Key to Understanding” these issues as they are described by G-d to “have a form of godliness, but forsake the power thereof”. Read on….

I began honing my expertise on the matter of healing those with unwanted same sex attractions and gender dysphoria back in 2000 when I began attending conferences of all the movers in shakers of the ex-gay/detrans movement. Since that time I returned to school to get my Masters in psychology and sociology to better help these folks and along the way became a Rabbi as well. I’m not big on calling myself a Rabbi, as my Rabbi Yeshua recommended we do not call ourselves Rabbi. Sometimes it’s necessary to help people understand that Rabbi means “teacher” and I’m hear to teach folks how to finally be free of unwanted same sex attractions and heal gender dysphoria.

As many of you know I was born with an intersexed condition of the chromosomes (and body), called “XO/XY Mosaicism” that made me what is called a “Male Pseudohermaphrodite”. I did not know this medical fact about my life until my primary physician ordered a chromosome test done in 2004 some 20 years after the fact of my male to female transition. Someone born the was has scientific documentable biological and physical reasons for their Gender Dysphoria. It’s not all just in my head like those who self-identify as trans this or that.

I did a documentary about my life with Tom Murray called, Almost Myself. I’ll find a link from and post it here soon. MSNBC also did a documentary about my detransitioning. I did one talk show with Maury Povich and that was enough because he was horribly rude and disrespectful. Entertainment Tonight’s Inside Addition did a nasty little hatchet job on me too, but you know what they say, “Bad publicity is better than no publicity at all”. LOL I tried to get on Joni Lamb’s program series that I found Edward Byrd on, but they are discriminatory against Jews as if Jews don’t have salvation in Yeshua? I posted a separate article on this website about the whole anti-Jewish, condescending, response from Joni Lamb where they said they’d be praying for my salvation and that I’d come to know Jesus. Theirs is a prime example of why Jews have been hesitant now to two centuries to share their true beliefs about Yeshua because Christians hunted us down for extinction. We had to go in the closet, so-to-speak, with our faith. Belief in Yeshua has been the centuries long hidden treasure of Judaism and now is the season when the Jewish people and the Rabbi’s are finally beginning to help the Christians learn about their error of not keeping the Law of which Yeshua said as G-d incarnate, “If you love me, keep my Commandments”. Christians are the apostate Harlot Protestant daughters of the Babylonian Catholic Whore and are headed for the Lake of Fire and they don’t even know it because of the “Strong Delusion” G-d sent them because of the evil ways and anti-Torah spirit. Christians are going to be in for a a very sad and rude awakening on White Throne Judgement Day. I will be one who is called to judge them and I don’t look forward to it and that’s why a strive day and night to get to people like Joni and Marcus Lamb to “COME OUT OF HER” before it’s too late. On with my article subject…

Prior uncovering my unknown intersex status I prepared to begin my physical detransition by revealing to my general practitioner doctor of 10 years I was actually a male to female transgendered and I had made a 5-year long careful decision to detransition to live as male again as I’d realized over the 22 years living as female, while very successful, it just was a poor decision I made due to too much influence from the transgendered community and misinformed doctors who promoted the false idea to me that I was something they called a “true transsexual” and only transitioning would cure my gender dysphoria”. Of course it was a false cure, but back then I had no idea a real cure for gender dysphoria existed.

It didn’t matter how perfect I looked or if my sounded perfectly female. Even being married to a man who didn’t know I was transgender didn’t help me feel I had made a good decision to live “as” female. It was more about feeling genuine. Living “as” a woman, was not the same as being a woman. A sexchange operation doesn’t change anyones sex, it just masks it. It’s the pain most male to female transgenders encounter when they finally wake up and realize there is no pot of gold at the end of their transition rainbow. Living in an elaborate hormonal and surgical disguise no longer satisfied my need to feel at peace in my own skin.

Some may say that while I am actually born intersexed I may not truly understand what a transgendered person goes through. but I feel like I have a good idea. Having gone through transition without ever knowing the “corrective surgeries” I had a 8 months of age, I went through my changes just like any regular transgender person I’d ever known and I’ve known hundreds in my lifetime.

When I began this website back in 2004 there were many of you who wanted to shut down my voice, but please don’t try disqualify me based on my non-transsexual status. My transition experience matters. Intersexed Lives Matter! I bring you good news.

The good news is that Gender Dysphoria is actually a gift from “G-d” for you and for humanity. Every gift that our heavenly Father Adonai Allaheinu Melek HaOlam (Lord God King of the Universe) gives us, the Devil will try to twist and turn into something evil, and if the Devil doesn’t do the Christians will. Christians have no earthly idea that re-incarnation is foundational to the Jewish faith. Christians should know better than anyone since they believe that G-d incarnated into a human body that re-incarnation is necessary for their faith to have a foundation as well, but then again Christians are the haters of G-d’s Laws. Their whole faith is based on their false “Mystery of Iniquity” religion. They want to claim that G-d’s Law was all nailed to the cross and they don’t have to follow it anymore like the Jews have to. They are a really confused bunch. Yashua Himself said as G-d incarnate, “If you love me, keep my Commandments”. Many times He stated His Law would not pass away, but because of the lust of their hearts for prohibited foods and carnal pleasures, and the love of money, they dismiss their first love and therefore G-d has sent them a strong delusion so they would believe the lie birthed in their hearts. It’s not like He didn’t explain the whole Catholic/Christian Whore/Harlot iniquitous religious system they are involved in and pleaded with them, “COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE”, so they will have nobody, but themselves to blame when they wonder why they were left behind when the Wise Virgins are raptured away as the Law Keeping Bride of Yeshua. Remember the parable of the Wise and Foolish virgins? “Thy Word [Thy Law] is a lamp unto my feet”, and the Foolish Virgins lamps were without oil, meaning they were without the presence of G-d. They were empty vessels/lamps not filled with the oil of the Holy Spirit of G-d, and in such a condition being full of sin Yeshua says, “Go away from me ye workers of iniquity! I never knew you!” The Foolish virgins showed up at the door of the Father’s House for the wedding with their shameful empty lamps and Yeshua directly told them, “I do not know you”, and He closed the door in their faces and they were left in outer darkness surely weeping and gnashing their teeth.

Sorry, about that teaching within a teaching inserted here, but sometimes you just have to give a chunk of back story to understand a concept. The re-incarnation that is foundational in Judaism should be foundation to the Christians too, but they were long ago lead astray by their mother the Catholic Whore of Babylon, but maybe one day they will wake up and realize what was done and how they have been deceived and as the Scripture says, “They will burn the Whore with fire”.

Just so you can be sure re-incarnation is foundational to the faith, lets go through Scripture to see how many times G-d incarnated into human form. For those who lack understanding, “re-incarnation” means incarnating over and over again–more than one incarnation. The Scripture tells that G-d took on human form and wrestled with Jacob and due to that event Jacob’s name was changed to Israel. Also, G-d took on human form when He spoke to Abraham about bargaining down to minimum of 10 righteous in the city of Sodom to spare the city. If G-d re-incarnates Himself as the human wrestler with Jacob, appears Himself in flesh with Abraham before the destruction of Sodom, and does so as Yahshua, then how in the world can the blind Christians not see that re-incarnation is required for their faith or they have no faith? Without re-incarnation you can have no “Jesus” dear confused Christians. One can be sincere about their faith, but sincerely wrong. Truth comes “to the Jew first and then the Gentile” and the “time of the Gentiles” is about over so it’s time ya’ll Foolish virgins wise up before it’s too late for your souls and you go into the Lake of Fire.

Now, I will explain what has happened with the transgendered movement. There are those who became involved in transgenderdism because their birth gender self esteem was beaten down by abusive people in their early lives, and they saw transition to male or female as a means of escape from that person that was made to feel worthless. This goes more so for the females who try to become males as women have always gotten the the shaft in this world because of their lesser than unequal to men status. It’s for this reason many cultures put baby girls to death upon birth because girls were a financial burden on the family as only son’s were to inherit and they were the bread winners while the women just stay home and take care of babies and the housekeeping.

I’ve counseled so many females in my practice who came out as female to male transgendered, only to realize after some time that what they were really doing was escaping from being abused as a female and felt if they transitioned to living as male then they would never again be abused as a female. Disassociation is a natural protective mode we go into psychologically, and it helps avoid abuse, but it not a good way to heal the issues these low self esteem women. It does nothing to help them to thrive in their natural female identity. So they get tough and think transgendering themselves is the answer and of course there is a whole vast community of support out there of other’s suffering the same thing and a greedy medical community more than happy to tell them what they want to hear and take that money.

Sadly, because many so-called transgendereds have been abused by a very ugly and hateful Christianity they cringe at the mention of anything to do with religion. This is why I have come to preach to the LGBTQI community as one of it’s own. Believe me, it wasn’t my idea to do this because the LGBTQI community can be some of the most hateful, ugly, nasty, violent, disrespectual, (etc., etc.) people I have ever encountered. My own homoseuxal transsexual wannabe cousin William Henry McCarol cursed me out, called me the C-U-Next Tuesday word, and even made physical threats to me on Facebook and this after I took money I didn’t have to buy him Cannabis gummies for his Chron’s disease. Because of him I got overdrawn at the bank, but my bank was nice enough to remove the overdraft fees and I’m sure he needs the $80 bucks more than me because they best job he can get is a janitor so I told him to keep the money he promised to pay me back and then when he was done cursing me out and threatening me he blocked me on Facebook–how childish. I have some really mentally messed up relatives I’ve tried to help, but every time I do something nice to try to help one of them it always comes back to bite me in the ass. As is said, “No good deed shall go unpunished”.

My grandmother of blessed memory always said, “If you kick a dog long enough it’s going to bite you.” This aptly describes the LGBTQI community and I understand their pain. It’s no wonder they are so angry and protesting with the ignorant Christians trying to hurt them every chance they get. Judaism and Islam doesn’t treat their gender dysphoric like that. Judaism understands their plight through re-incarnation bleed-over from their past life as the opposite sex, when applicable. In Iran where I have lots of trans friends they understand that the gender dysphoric because they are homosexually orientated, except for a strange few promote the cure for homosexuality as offering their citizens sex change operations to cure their country’s homosexual problem. I don’t think the majority of Christianity will ever come around because they have been cursed by G-d and He sent them a “strong delusion” so they would believe all the lies of the iniquitous Babylonian Whore/Harlot system they love so much more than their first love, G-d.

First, the LGBTQI people must learn that our heavenly Father is not your enemy. All the same rules of sin that apply to the rest of us apply to you as well, so you are not being singled out for anything special really, you just are made to feel that way because Satan is the father of all lies. Satan twists the truth about sodomy (anal sex and the unnatural sex between women) that is a Commandment for straight people to not commit a sexual no-no that is against nature, meaning against the sexual union that fulfils the Mitzvah (Commandment) to be fruitful and multiply. How can men be fruitful and multiply if they are forsaking the natural use of the woman and instead sodomizing her (having anal sex with her), or even forsaking the desire of the woman, and not even having procreative sex with his wife at all because he doesn’t want kids?

Men, due to their high levels testosterone, are nearly born as potential sex addicts who deal with issues of chronic masturbation, infidelity, watching porn, the list goes on. It takes a lot of willpower on the part of a man to restrain himself from the natural motivations of his human body, as it is written, “The flesh makes war against the soul”.

When you allow yourself to stop hating and start loving you will become fertile ground for our Savior to begin wooing you and leading you into a healthy self esteem by renewing your true identity that someone else worked hard to destroy. Renew your mind with the truth and your true birth sex identity, and most of all your identity as a loved child of YHVH, YaHaVah [ Ya=G-d HaVaH=Love “G-d is Love”. This is how I vowelize the tetragrammton of YHVH 🙂

Now, that’s what some of the transgendered experience. Other’s report they grew up in healthy, loving, and supportive homes and experience gender dysphoria. These are those I suspect are not dealing with abuse that lead to rejection of their birth gender, but these are those who like myself could be intersex and not know like I didn’t till I was 40-years-old, or as I understand spirituality there are those who are of a “two-spirit” nature like Native American culture explains. “Two-spirit” is simply describing re-incarnation where two lifetimes (incarnations) are overlapping in the present incarnation. In other word’s what many gender dysphoric males experience when they feel like “a woman trapped in a male body” is they are experiencing bleed-over from their last life lived as female that makes them feel that somehow G-d must have made a mistake and they should have been born female. Judaism has given this reasoning and embraced such people for centuries, including gays (males) that are experiencing the exact same thing. Yes, as I’ve already said, being a gay male is no different from feeling like a woman trapped in a male body who feels he/she is heterosexually attracted to what they perceive to be their opposite sex, males.

The Jewish rabbonim (rabbi’s) have taught for centuries also about how the first man, Adam, was originally created as a male/female being in the very image of G-d who possesses the divine attributes of both male and female. The rabbonim say that Adam was created basically as an intersexed being, but then G-d decided to separate the female from the male, taking the “female side” of Adam and forming the woman.

It is for this reason that many Rabbonim I have talked to highly respect my XO/XY Mosaic Intersex condition as a gift from our Creator, with coupled with my other gifts, being empathic, decerner of spirits, seer, prophetic dreamer, I have been prophesied over that I have a very special last of Last Days mission as a prophet to the LGBTQI community and to the Christian church world to bring correction that gets both these communities back on the right track before it’s too late as the coming of Messiah is near. The only difference of opinion I with the rabbonim is I understand the Messiah to have already been identified, and it’s not Menachem Mendel Schneerson, but it was and is Yeshua/Yashua/Yehoshua/Yahushau (I’m not a “Sacred Namer”) Son of Yosef and Maria, cousin to Elizabeth, mother of Yahanon (John the Baptist), who’s Father was Zechariyahu who was going about His priestly duties in the Temple offering incense when it was revealed to him that his wife would have a baby. BTW, their Son John the Baptist was born 6 months before his cousin the Messiah Yeshua and because John’s father would have ONLY been offering incense in the Temple on a certain date because of the priestly service cycle it pinpoints the birth of Yashua Messiah exactly during the feasts of Tabernacles (Sukkot) that would have been in September the year of his birth, and not on December 25th which is actually the pagan Roman birthdate of the sun god Mithras that the Babylonian Whore Catholic church pushed on the world.

It is so difficult to not go down rabbit holes of explaining concepts and back stories from scripture that support the truth of what I’m trying to teach to the transgendered, but I hope you have had eyes to see and your mind is being renewed to understand things in a new light. If you are beginning to understand send me an email [on the homepage of this site] or a note on Twitter @transrepublican or on my Parler @YosefBenDavid.

For many attempting to change the body with surgeries and hormones is very difficult, expensive, sometimes medically dangerous, and it never truly satisfies. Some it seems to help and G-d bless them. There’s nothing in G-d’s word that says someone cannot live a genuine heartfelt transgendered life, but don’t take that is as a Scriptural endorsement from me because there is no Scripture I know of addressing those who feel compelled to take the drastic step of what they feel is corrective surgery to live as the opposite sex. We all need to work out our own salvation with fear and trembling. It’s your soul and not sinning that matter’s to G-d, not what state your body is in. Be assured there will be more people in Heaven with lopped off body parts other than eunuch’s or transgendered folk. Look at all the wars. I think our bodies will be made whole in Heaven from my experience with visions of seeing people I knew that passed over and how they look young and vibrant with their bodies whole again and healthy.

There is so much more I can say, but hopefully this is enough to get you thinking and get you to contact me for further instruction on how to get your life in order whether you want to remain transitioned or detransitioned. I’m here to support you on your journey and hopefully make it a better one. True gender dysphoria as my explanation defines is a gift from G-d to actually help the deceived church world and all of humanity to come to the truth that the soul is neither male nor female and we all re-incarnate as many times as need as male, and female to accomplish all of Allah’s (G-d’s) Commandments. Let’s work together to complete the mission our heavenly Father YHVH who has graciously gifted to us to help the rest of mankind through the understanding that souls have no gender or sex and we do re-incarnate many, many times in male and female lives as Judaism supports.

Be Blessed Dear Ones,
Yosef Yahudah Ben David

To my therapist, Ryan. Explaining my teshuvah and return to being more observant.


I tried to send this message through the My Chart email system, but it wouldn’t let me, stating that my email was only allowed 5000 characters and I typed 11,607 characters! lol

Of course your identity is not revealed here so I thought it good to just post the letter to you here giving you a complete answer to your question today in our therapy session I was not able to answer fully do to the time crunch created by me being late for our session. So,without further adieu…


Since our session today I had been wondering about your question about what brought about my recent deepening of faith….

You know most of us of faith go about our daily lives knowing our Messiah’s promise that He would one day return and we are told to go about our daily lives and “occupy until He comes”. When president Trump created his Israeli/Palestinian peace deal ( ) I knew from my years of prophecy study and teaching that this is the prophesied covenant made that would be broken that will be the catalyst that marks the beginning of the last 7 years called, “The Tribulation” before the return of the Messiah Yahusha. I guess that is what got me refreshed in my faith again because that peace deal could be accepted any day by the Palestinians and the moment it is that opens the door for Messiah to rapture His “wise virgin bride” to heaven while the “foolish virgins with no oil in their lamps” are left behind. You see, Ryan, Yahusha was very clear in His teaching with three parables that taught the same thing. Basically, this parable of the 10 virgins and the lamps was a clear teaching that at the time of His coming there would be TWO DUELING BRIDES ON THE EARTH. The “wise virgin bride” would be the remnant who kept their lamps full of the oil of Torah truth, that the Law was not dead, we still must obey, but the “era of Grace” we are under means Yahusha was out final and ultimate blood atonement for sin and through that atonement we receive we are extended a special grace that if we sin we only must confess our sin and ask for forgiveness and we receive it by the grace of Yahusha’s final blood atonement that ended the animal sacrificial system . Grace does not give us license to sin as everything we say and so is still accounted for and sin’s committed after our initial salvation still must be “brought under the blood” through teshuvah (Hebrew word for repentance). The foolish virgins of the parable were not prepared by keeping their lamps full of oil and when the trumpet alarm was sounded that the bridegroom was on His way to collect His Bride the unprepared foolish virgins asked the wise virgins for some of their oil for their lamps there were about to go out. The wise virgins did not want their lamps to get low on oil and go out and miss the bridegrooms coming so they told the foolish virgins no and advised them to go and buy some oil from those who sell oil. The foolish virgins went to buy oil and while they were gone the bridegroom (Messiah Yahusha) came and raptured his Bride away to the wedding. When the foolish virgins returned to find He’d come and gone they traveled to the house of the bridegroom to knock at the door to be let in, but were told, “I do not know you” and the door was closed in their face. This “I do not know you” rebuke and refusal in this parable is the same as the other warning parable of Yahusha where Yahusha said, “Many will come to me in that day saying Lord, Lord, didn’t we do miracles in your name, etc., etc., and Yahusha said unto them, ‘Go away from me ye workers of iniquity (Lawlessness). I never knew you!”
These parables make it very clear that the two dueling brides from the parable that the 5 wise virgins kept the Law of Torah as their full lamps signified. The 5 foolish virgins lamps were low on oil which represents the Catholic/Christian church world that teaches falsely against scripture that they don’t have to keep the 613 Laws of the Torah anymore, only maybe the 10 Commandments (representing Low oil lamps). You see, ancient Rome accomplished a hostile takeover of the original apostolic message and faith of the Messianic Jews along with the grafted in gentile who became Jews by faith. Wicked pagan Rome bastardized the faith basically, making it worthless with their replacement theology they promoted that the Jews were no longer the Chosen People, but now the new Catholic/Christians were the chosen people. The book of revelation calls this abomination The Whore of Babylon and her Harlot daughters ( Catholic/Christian = Whore/Harlots). All of the Christian churches are merely the the wayward protestant Harlot Daughters of the Catholic Whore of Babylon anti-Christ system which the book of Revelation says will be burned with fire. When I saw Notre Dame Cathedral burning to the ground in April of 2019 that is all I could think of was another prophecy being fulfilled. I guess that was another event that got my spirit stirred up.

So, I hope that answers your question from today. Sorry, I wasn’t able to recall instantly what brought this revival of my faith about. I guess it’s just been a gradual thing. I think sometimes we put our faith on the back burner as we get too overly occupied in the struggles of life and I know Yahusha understands the chaos my life became it was nearly destroyed in 2015 with that whole disaster in France that brought about my homeless status. It seems like it’s been so much longer than 5 years since that day of destruction in August 2015 as it has only now been since this year that I feel I am finally feeling secure again in a home that will not be taken away from me, but the devil ain’t through trying to attack that situation yet cause you know that me currently living as female is a direct result of trying to hide from the management of the park here that is trying to evict me. Now that Tom and I learned just last week that something as simple as filing an application of Domestic Partnership with the State of California that will prevent the management of the park from evicting me I feel I am caught in a bit of a strange predicament–how do I explain to my neighbors who don’t know all the details? I have no need to continue presenting as female and I desire to return to living “as” male. It’s not that big of an issue though, as I have explained to you… I have long since made peace with my hermaphrodite intersexed status and I am fully aware that a person’s soul has no sex or gender and the soul is there real me, the body being just a vehicle for the soul. It’s a chore living as female and following the standards of modesty for females of my faith, but through it all Yahusha is with me every step of they way teaching me great things as we walk this journey together. I don’t see the state of my gender presentation as a salvational issue, but I do know that because of the the medical things I told you today about the original reasoning behind removing the female parts to make me into a boy at 8 months of age was probably the best decision and I agree. Regardless of my gender dysphoria I experience from being someone born with an XO/XY intersexed chromosome pattern I see the logic and feel the tug to polarize myself to more of a male existence instead of female. Living as female feels spiritually more genuine, but the changes to my body that were created by testosterone lean towards living most successfully as male whether I like living as male or not. Living as a male who takes estrogen replacement therapy instead of testosterone is something I found to be the best treatment for my condition when I was living in Seattle in 2016. You see, all things work together for good for those who love our Heavenly Father. The Bible says this is so. It also says, “Those who He foreknew He predestined”. As I look back over the events of my life that brought me today I recognize it as a perfect plan for one of His little lost sheep to return to the fold. We live in a spiritual world we all do not understand very well. The Bible assures us we will understand it all better in time if we remain faithful and pursue “a closer walk with thee”, our Creator.

If by chance that the rapture happens this next weekend and I am found a worth “wise virgin with a lamp full of oil” that gets to go with Yahusha to Heaven I want you to know how much I have and do deeply appreciate you and the help you have given me. I think you have been the kindest therapist I’ve had of all the many therapists I’ve had which have been many since the age of 17 when I had my first suicidal episode that put me in the mental hospital. This next weekend beginning at sundown on September 18th is the new moon which begins a new moonth on the Hebrew calendar, the month of Tisheri where the Commanded 1st day of this month are to blow the ram’s horn trumpet. In hebrew this Commandment feast day is know as Yom Teruah” (Day of Blowing of the Trumpet). Ever since Yahusha the Messiah came the disbelieving rabbi’s of Judaism renamed this observance as Rosh Hashanah. If you look at most calendars that is what you will see for September 18th, but that was a attempt to cover-up what many understood that Yom Teruah may very well indeed be the time when Yahusha returns to rapture His Bride. In Jewish tradition the hour and day of a wedding is known to nobody but the father of the groom and he tells the son when to go and collect his bride and bring her too the wedding. Yom Teruah, the day of the blowing of the trumpet is the signal the father makes that announces to all that hear that the wedding is about to take place. I think I’ve explained enough. So, if I am no longer on this planet after next weekend you know where I have gone and if it is a place where you want to go to as well, you will need to repent of all sin and be baptised in the name of “Yahusha” because that is the Messiahs real name from Acts 4:11 that we are instructed to use in baptism according to Acts 2:38. Get a bible if you don’t have one and study all the 613 Laws of the Torah given to mankind to follow. Sin no more and keep your salvation even if you must endure the entire 7 year Tribulation period and even if the anti-Christ orders you behead for your testimony that Yahusha died for your sins and you are forgiven and belong to Him and not Satan the anti-christ. You will be beheaded probably for such a testimony and refusal to take the mark of the beast so you can buy and sell during the worst of the tribulation period, the last three years when anti-christ is gonna really clamp down on the people of faith. Stick to your guns. You may need to leave the cities and move out to the countryside to survive this period and avoid being beheaded, but know if you are rounded up and beheaded that allowing this to happen to you will also insure your salvation that you did not love your life to the end, but instead were willing to lay down your life for your faith in Yahusha who died for you and shed his blood to forgive you of your sin. I am personally hoping that He holds off from rapturing the His Bride for at least just one more year. I think there is still time for one more year of delay as we get down to the wire, so to speak. I also have prayed that if He does come to rapture the bride next weekend that He would approve my desire to be left behind on purpose so that I will be able to lead others to the truth during the last 7 years before this planet is burned to a crisp in the biggest forest fire ever seen where all the wicked will be destroyed and then the earth will be re-newed for the New Jerusalem to come down from Heaven so we can live and reign with King Yahusha for 1000 years before the White Throne Judgement takes place when Satan will finally be destroyed in the Lake of Fire Forever.

I know this was the long answer to your question and I thank you for wanting to know and it has been my pleasure to explain my actions.

Sincerely yours,
Yosef Ben David

“You will be hated by all Nations for my name’s sake.”

Oh, blind, blind Christian foolish virgins with your empty lamps! How long will I suffer you? You want to call the Yahudim (Jews) blind, but they know who the “name sake” of Yahusha The Messiah is because I AM Yahuah the Allahim of Yisra’el, and my Son Yahusha is named after me! Yet you stiff-necked people do not understand because you are bewitched by that Babylonian Whore system that created the false Messiah with the satanic name of Jesus!

Only those virgins with lamps full of the oil of truth of the Word that is a lamp unto your feet will you know what it is like to be hated of all names for the name of Yashua. The deceived Christian church world doesn’t even know the correct Hebrew name of Messiah Yahusha. They may have heard Yashua, but that is another incorrect name often used by disbelieving Jews as a curse name. “Jesus” is a Latinized Greek name that was created by pagan Rome to get it’s pagan people to take on the names of pagan deities like Zeus and Esus of the Celts, which was another name for Satan. In the Greek you go from Iesous to Esus to Jesus when the letter “J” finally came into existence in the English language less than 500 years ago. Why change the ONLY NAME (Acts 4:11) UNDER HEAVEN BY WHICH WE MUST BE SAVED? If you were baptised in the name of J-Esus then your baptism was worthless. You must have the real Holy name of the Savior spoken over you to fulfill the baptismal commandment of ACTS 2:38

Survival Guide For Those Who Realize They Were “LEFT BEHIND” after The Rapture Happened “Like a Thief in The Night”



#1 You must understand the pagan Roman invented name of “J’esus” is NOT the name of the Jewish Messiah. There is no salvation in that name because it is not His name. It is not a translation with any meaning in the Greek language. It is also not a transliteration as claimed because it is not pronounced like the Syriac Aramaic dialect of Hebrew as “Yesha” the name given to Mary by the Angel Gabriel to name her child of the Ruach HaKodhesh (Holy Spirit). Got it?

#2 You must follow the Biblical salvation plan. None of this bits and pieces and just believe stuff. You must repent of your sins and then be baptised [ACTS 2:38\in the real Savior’s real Aramaic Hebrew name, Yashua. Yehoshua is the Hebrew “fenced” name to prevent people from pronouncing the sacred name of Allahim “YHVH” (YaHaVah = Ya is Love). Yahushua would have been what some used in the day which would have been “proper Hebrew”.

It’s not so much about the correct spelling or pronunciation of His name. He is going to give you credit for trying. Just don’t use the demonic false Messiah name J’Esus, that came from the original Greek “Esus” and along the centuries morphed with changes in language Esous/I’Esous/I’Esus/J’esus. Esus is the celtic deity name that the pagans switched out to trick you into invoking a pagan deity name of Esus/Isus/Isis. Anybody using the name of Jesus has been invoking Satan all their lives. Along with the demonic fake name of Jesus you also get the false Messiah full promoting the mystery of iniquity. And you wonder why the Jews are so protective of their faith and do not accept the Christian false Messiah who died so you can eat bacon, pray to idols in your church, and forsake Father YaHaVaH’s 7th day Sabbath? The 613 Laws of the Father are still in full effect. The only thing that was nailed to the cross was the DEATH PENALTY that was required for certain sins like getting caught in the very act of adultery.

So, now you know why you were left behind because you weren’t keeping the Law and you weren’t baptised in THE ONLY NAME GIVEN UNDER HEAVEN TO MANKIND BY WHICH WE MUST BE SAVED. Don’t miss that “must be saved” part. I know some people say that baptism is not necessary for salvation. This Scripture refutes that. So, now… you’ve repented for all your error and willful sins, and not keeping Torah, and you are baptised Scripturally. You have now become The “Elect(ed) by finally getting it right. You will miss the wedding of the True Bride since you were Foolish Virgins who get left behind, but at the end of the 7-day wedding/7-year Tribulation you will be changed in the twinkling of an eye and you’ll join all the resurrected at that time and then you will see the Bride with the Bridegroom with the armies of Heaven and we will snatch you guys up and you will have the honor of joining all of Israel as we head to the battle at the valley of Megiddo. I believe everybody will be in a celebratory mood and not to mention hungry so I think you guys are going to attend what Yashua saves for last, The Marriage Supper of the Lamb. I really do believe the G-d of second chances will not want you late comers to feel like 2nd class citizens in heaven and you will join us all fully and it’s gonna be a great party.

#3 Now just keep as best you can all the 613 Laws of the Torah and also keep the new ones given during Yashua’s earthly ministry. It’s going to be extra difficult during the 7 years you suffer the Tribulation, but think of the reward by making it through to the end.

Many Catholics/Christians/Jews/Muslims/Gentiles are just going to die without salvation during the Tribulation as they cling to their unBiblical beliefs and continue to call upon the name of Satan instead of the real name of the Father/Son YaHaVaH/Yashua. Some will seek the truth and it will make them them free and they will become eligible for Paul’s resurrection/twinkling of an eye rapture at the end of the Tribulation of the Foolish Virgins who finally repented of their evil and got saved.

JOHN 8:32 “And you will have da’as (knowledge) of HaEmes (the Truth) and HaEmes will give you cherut (freedom).

Christians will better recognize these words of the Savior as, “You will seek the truth, and the truth will make you free”. I often pondered the meaning of this statement because the Savior’s primary mission was to the Jew first (the lost sheep of Israel) and then the gentile. Obviously, the Jews would be familiar with the Truth because the Torah is the Truth, the Word of Yah. The Messiah had to be speaking to another truth and the Ruach HaKodesh revealed to me what this truth is and how it relates to WHY YOU GOT LEFT BEHIND when Yahu’sha the Messiah came “like a thief in the night” to retrieve His “Wise Virgin Bride”. You got left behind because you were a Foolish Virgin with no OIL OF LAW KEEPING TRUTH in your lamp (His word is a lamp unto my feet). Through my prophetic insight from the Ruach HaKodesh I seem to be the only prophetic teacher to whom this has been revealed to relay to mankind in these last of the Last Days. If you find someone else who is teaching the Wise Virgin Rapture that will miss the horrors of The Tribulation, and a 2nd Foolish Virgin Rapture at “The Last Trump” resurrection of the dead just before the Battle of Armageddon please email me and let me know. I haven’t come across anybody else yet and it makes me feel a bit strange that I may be the only person our Heavenly Father has revealed this to. Surely, I cannot be the only one? I can’t make myself believe I’m the only one. Surely there must be at least one other person out there that understand the Scriptures teach two raptures?

Yeah, so if you miss the Wise Virgin Rapture the “G-d” of second chances will be returning for those who washed their dirty robes and made them spotless during the Tribulation. You have to live long enough though during the Tribulation to put the true plan of salvation into action so you can then either be resurrected as “the dead in Messiah or be eligible for the end Trib Foolish Virgin reboot Rapture. Funny I just called it a reboot Rapture. Those Foolish Virgins of the parable of the Virgins and the lamps did need a Scripture reboot because what they had been taught was all deception. The Messiah said, “If you love me keep my Commandments.” He never said the opposite. In fact He said, “Go away from me you workers of iniquity! I never knew you!” False teachers like Amir Tsarfati condemn people like myself who keep the Shabbat, eat Kosher and keep all the applicable Torah Law which he derides as “law keeping legalism”. Being anti-God’s law is straight from the pit of hell, but it’s par for the course for those involved in the anti-christ Whore/Harlot pagan Roman system with their false Messiah named after Esus (another name for Satan and a pagan deity).

I hope you are reading this before the Rapture of the Wise virgins who’s lamps were full of oil takes place. Let me explain to you the Scriptures so you will know the truth that sets your free and you will know the requirements to be Rapture ready.

I want to apologize ahead of time that this is going to be a long and comprehensive teaching that many have told me should be published in book form, but I’d rather not be seen as someone who wants to profit from the Word of Yahuah. Free I was given this knowledge and freely I give it to you.

Because the Roman /Babylonian Whore/Harlot church world system has had many false prophets and false teachers leading the sheep astray there is much confusion for believers on who will be raptured and at what point at the End of the Age. The Whore/Harlot system is Catholicism and her Harlot daughters, the protestant Christian churches carries much of the blame for leading people astray today as they are more evangelistic that Catholicism. Even Judaism during the days of Daniel the prophet were also lead astray when they were taken captive into Babylon, Iraq where the Mystery Babylon system has it’s roots.

The return of the Messiah to rapture the true church was given a type and shadow in the appointed feasts of Yom Kippur (Atonement) and Yom Teruah (Trumpets). See chart of feasts showing their relation to the coming, death, resurrection, and return of Messiah).

Let me begin with the Rapture of the wise virgins with lamps full of oil that represent the “few that enter in at the narrow gate of Law keeping”, those who know His name and accept no satanic replacement names like “Esus” for the Messiah. These are the true and righteous Bride of Yahu’sha HaMashiach who “hate the Whore” with her Popery nonsense manufactured anti-Messiah J’Esus. We are told specifically by Yahu’sha that the “day and the hour” He is to come to Rapture His Bride is not known by Him, but only by His Father Yahuah. This involves Jewish marriage tradition, especially among the Syriac Amamaic-speaking Jews that lived in the northern Galilee of Yisra’el close to their boarder with Syria. In their tradition they are usually betrothed/engaged a year before their wedding. In Jewish tradition the bride to be is not told the day or the hour of her bridegroom’s coming as to surprise here “like a thief in the night” to take her to their marriage supper and 7-day long celebration. Only the father of the groom decides this hour and day.When he feels that day and hour has come he tells his son to go collect his bride.

You need to follow along closely with this in your mind as this parable of the 10 Virgins and the Lamps is when our Heavenly Father is going to tell Yahu’sha that it is time to go rapture His Bride from down on the earth. The virgins were given a notice the wedding was to take place within the next couple days and she was be prepared to be collected, but she would not know which “the hour or day” her bridegroom would surprise her. This falls right in line with the Jewish traditionally held belief that Yom Teruah is the announcement to prepare oneself for the coming of the Moshiach and after the observance of this first of the Fall Feasts there are 10 days of awe where every observant Jew inventories his life over the past year and most importanting asking for forgiveness from the Most High Yah Adonai of spirits.Yom Teruah, again, is a two day Holy Day of the blowing of the shofars. As you will remember 5 of the 10 virgins were called “wise virgins” because they kept their lamps full of the oil (the oil being truth), while the other 5 virgins were called foolish because they didn’t prepare and were low on oil (truth).

So, let me explain it plainly to you from the parable. We know the 5 wise virgins left with the bridegroom to be his bride while the other 5 foolish virgins were “left behind“. This parable teaches us what happens to those who are “empty lamps” that do not have the saving knowledge/understanding that “they Word is a lamp unto my feet”. With the Word, The Torah (aka The Law) we grope around in the darkness with no light at all. If there was no Law from our Heavenly Father what a mess we’d be in! We’d be lost in the dark for eternity! The Foolish Virgins who were foolish denigher’s of Law Keeping (i.e. empty lamps without the Oil of His Truths/Commandments) were left behind in the “outer darkness” after the rapture of the true Bride. Scripture says the Foolish Virgins has found their way to the place of the wedding supper and knocked at the door and Yahu’sha our bridegroom graciously opend the door after it had already been locked for the 7-day wedding feast. We are told, by Yahusha, that the foolish virgins go to hunt oil (Truth). The parable says they went hunting for oil, but it doesn’t say they find any, but they show up at the door anyway begging “Lord, Lord, open to us”. It’s obvious by Yahu’sha’s reply that they still had empty lamps with no oil, but had the nerve to ask to enter, but Yahusha tells them with emphasized certainty, “I do not know you”. He shut’s the door in their face and leaves them locked out side in the darkness.

What do we learn here? This is important! I hope Satan is not blinding you to this vital salvation knowledge! Our Heavenly Father is all about Law and Order and you if you don’t keep His Law then you ain’t getting raptured to Heaven for wedding and marriage supper of the Lamb. You think as a Christian you can live without the Law and sin all you want to and still go to heaven? That is what Christianity teaches with all manner of cunning deceivableness, boldfaced lies straight from the pit where Satan will be bound to prevent him from deceiving the Nation’s during the 1000-years millennial reign of Yahu’sha the The Anointed One of Yah the Father. If you are following the anti-Christ, false Christ the pagan Roman’s invented after Constantine’s fake conversion that he named after Satan, “Esus” (Esus with a J added is J’Esus) then you will most definitely no be saved and won’t be going in the “thief in the night” exclusive Law and Name Keeping club of believers, known at the True Bride. You must put your faith into action and be doers of the Word (the Torah Law) before the rapture. You need the truth that the Law is not dead and nailed to the cross, but it is still very much alive as Yahusha who is the Law manifest in the flesh is alive. It’s still in effect as He said, “I have not come to abolish the Law”, and you must keep the Law and using the correct name of the Savior Yahu’sha in baptism, worship, and prayer is necessary. After all, it’s not multiple choices names is it? Scripture clearly says in ACTS 4:11 that “Yahu’sha” is the only name, and there is no other name given to humanity whereby we must be saved.” I think that Scripture is very straight forward and leaves no room for any alternative name to be called upon for Salavation, but the Messiah’s one and only true name that comes from the Holy tongue of the Father Himself. I mean, do you really think the Almighty Yahu’sha, who has all the power in Heaven and Earth, is going to give people credit for calling on/invoking the name of Esus, another name for Satan?

Yahuah incarnated into a human, form as The Messiah and said, “If you love me keep my Commandments”, like HELLO??? Are you blind? You think He who is not a man that he lie not, and He who is the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow is somehow going to repent Himself of His Laws and abolish it, and tell you you don’t have to keep His Law? Oh, what disgusting and cunning deceivableness of Satan to try to twist Scripture just the way he twisted it with smooth talking to Eve in the garden to get her to eat from the tree, and how he tried to trip Yahu’sha up in the Wilderness! These money grubbing false teacher’s and false prophet’s on the television can quote Scripture the same as Satan did with Yahu’sha in the wilderness. It’s sad, but true that you are no match for Satan and you have been taken in and you ARE a member of the Mystery Babylon Whore/Harlot religious system with it’s built in fake Jesus and anti-Law teaching that will destroy your soul permanently. That idea that you no longer have to keep the Law is a doctrine of demons created by the Babylonian Whore, The Catholic anti-Christ system dreamed up by the pagan Romans who only sought to control the Empire with a cult of Satan religion. The pagan Roman Constantine knew he was going to lose his Empire to the Jews because of their Messianic faith that was sweeping the land. They feared this new faith would take over the Empire if they didn’t take over the faith first with their satanic counterfeit. Roman Emperor Constantine publicized his fake conversion and then went about destroying the true Natsarim faith of the followers of Yahusha once handed down by the Saints, and replaced it with a “strong delusion”.

You deceived ones think you don’t have to follow the Laws of “God” anymore because the Law was nailed to the cross and you are now under Grace instead of under the Law? Grace is an era and only means that you not instantly condemned and put to death as was the requirement for certain sins like adulty. Grace means you allowed to ask forgiveness if you slip up and sin instead of sacrificing an animal and shedding it’s blood as a covering for your sin that was a type and a shadow before Yahusha shed His blood for your sins. Christian’s are so confused by Satan’s lie it doesn’t know right from wrong. Just like Eve was fooled (a type and shadow) Christians are fooled and lead into soul destroying sin. If you appeal to a Christian’s sense of logic they will agree that of course there are Commandments they must keep like “thou shall not murder, or lie, or steal, or commit adultery”, but on the other hand in their delusion they think it’s only the 10 Commandments that they are to keep and the other 603 Commandments of the full 613 are only for the unsaved Jews that are still stuck in the “leagalism” of The Old Covenant/Old Testament. Christians were lead astray by Roman false teachers who told them that you no longer had to keep the kosher eating Commandments and you can now eat bacon and bottom feeding catfish, shrimp, and lobster. According to Catholics you no longer have to follow the third Commandment to have no idols. Did you know the Catholic church is chock full of statues/idols and many Catholics pray to these idols as intercessors for their prayers to their “God” which is an abomination to our Heavenly Father Yahuah? Who gave the Catholic church the permission to delete a Commandment of Yahuah so they could be idol worshippers, and also to change the Yahuah commanded 7th day Sabbath to the 1st day of the Roman week, Sunday??? Yahuah Himself said He would send a strong delusion and hand such over to a reprobate mind. Well, there you have it.

Scripture tells us that “Many will enter at the wide gate that leads to destruction”. I’d say “Many” are under the influence of the Catholic Whore/Harlot system and are being lead to destruction. We are told that they do not want to hear the harsh truth of Elohim/Allahim so with “itching ears” they gather to themselves false teachers to tell them “the smooth things”. These are those who fell victim to the Roman/Babylonian Whore/Harlot church world religious system with it’s Commandment deleting, appointed times Sabbath changing abominations. Remember, I’ve repeated it before, but I can’t repeat it enough…it was the Roman Whore religion system who’s only interest was invented to control the Roman Empire, and this religious system had nothing to do with the true faith of those who love our Heavenly Father Yahuah and obey Him and His Son Yahu’sha who came in His Father’s name “Yahu” (Yahuah + Shua = Yahuah is Salvation), Yahu’sha. The original apostolic faith was nearly destroyed by the Roman Whore/Harlot replacement system, but a remnant has survived over the hundreds of years since Yahusha returned to Heaven. A remnant who’s mission it has been to restore the Holy Names of the Father Yahuah and the Son Yahusha and let the people know we are living in the era of grace which is a re-newed Covenant of the Torah Law, not a new one that replaces what the haters label “the Old Covenant”. Everything Yahuah does for us since Gan Eden (the garden of Eden) is about re-newal. Just like the earth is not going to go away, but we are going to received a re-newed Heaven’s and re-newed earth just like the one that was made for Adam and Havah (Eve) where the ice crystal shell (the firmament) in the heavens will make the whole planet like a perfect weather terrarium as it was for Adam and Havah before the waters of the firmament (the frozen shell around the earth) were broken up and flooded the earth along with the fountains of the deep at the time of Noach (Noah) and the Ark.

You have noticed that I use the true Hebrew (Holy Tongue of Eloah/Allah) names for the Father Yahuah, and His Son Yahu’sha. Calling upon the true names of our Eloah/Allah is very important because if you used false replacement words like “god” do you know what you speak? In the Book of Exodus Chapter 23, verse 13 our Heavenly Father gave this Commandment, “Pay attention to all that I have said to you, and make no mention of the names of other elohim, nor let them be heard on your lips.”  What did the people do? They replaced the Holy Name of Yahuah with things like “LORD”, “Lord”, “God”, “HaShem”, etc., ect., and in Christianity in particular they changed the HOLY NAME of Yahusha the Messiah into another name for SATAN known as Esus with the letter “J” of the English language added. Sound ridiculous to you? Well….let me say this…. IF THOSE WHO CAME BEFORE YOU HAD DONE WHAT OUR FATHER COMMANDED THEN YOU WOULD NOT THINK THIS SOUNDS NEW and CRAZY!!!

There is nothing crazy about the Commandments of the Eloah/Allah of Yisra’el! The REAL Messiah said, “Seek the truth and the truth will make you free.” Free of what? Free of the satanic Roman/Babylonian Whore/Harlot Catholic/Christian delusion system you are a part of which Yahusha pleaded, “COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE!” If you don’t “come out of her” you ARE the Foolish virgins with lamps that are devoid of truth and not only will you NOT GO IN THE RAPTURE OF THE BRIDE TO THE WEDDING, you may also miss the second chance rapture near the end of the 7-year tribulation period. Yes, you heard right, there is more than one so-called rapture. As we know both Enoch and Elijah were raptured to Heaven and did not die a natural death on earth. The wise virgins will be raptured to the wedding and wedding supper of the lamb. The two witnesses will be killed on the 3rd Temple mount in Jerusalem and the whole world shall see their bodies there for three days on the television news and then they are resurrected and raptured, and finally there will be the resurrection of all those who died after the cruxifiction till the present time. Those dead in Mashiach will rise first then those who remain who survived the 7-year tribulation and got saved will be changed in a moment and rise to be raptured away to safety before Yahuah’s scorched earth policy comes into effect. This rapture is public for all to see, not like a thief in the night private event when He came for His wise Bride earlier. Yahusha will descend from Heaven at the last Trump and with shout. All the tribes of the earth shall see Him coming in the clouds of great glory and they will mourn and cry for Him as one cries for an only son as He gathers those that the angels seal and it very well could be a simultaneous event where when those that remain are sealed are whisked away to Heaven . Yahusha then scorches the whole earth to destroy the wicked tares. We are told there will be 30 minutes of silence in heaven which I believe is out of respect for all the humanity left behind, mother’s father’s sister’s, brother’s, our children, our best friends. Once the redeemed are safely off the planet Yahusha is going to burn the plant so all the wicked die and then they will have to wait till after the 1000-year peaceful reign of Yahusha on the re-newed garden of Eden earth where there is no more sin allowed is over and then the dead will be resurrected and will be judged at the White Throne Judgement. This is my understanding unless Yahusha gives me specific enlightenment otherwise.

Jimmy Evans is the pastor of Gateway Church has had a revelation about the end times prophecy like I have where I have explained that Christian error believe in a singular rapture event, but they do not understand that Enoch and Elijah both never died a natural death on earth, but they were taken away to heaven, raptured. The two witnesses of the Book of Revelation who are killed at the 3rd Temple are resurrected after their bodies have lain dead on the Temple mount for three days and they get raptured in a separate rapture. I don’t know anybody else who has besides Jimmy Evans who has had this revealed to them. You can see him give a full explanation on this video at

Pastor Irvin Baxter Jr. formerly of Calvary Tabernacle church in Indianapolis where I used attend services with my family when I lived there is now world famous for teaching Bible prophecy, but he only has been given understanding of one rapture of the church that happens at the end of the 7-year Tribulation. Baxter’s error hinges on his lack of understanding that “coming like a thief in the night” is speaking of the private Rapture of the “Wise Virgins” and not the Rapture of the “Foolish Virgins” that get left out and must suffer the 7-year tribulation. In other words, Irvin Baxter is not going in the “thief in the night” Rapture and neither will Jimmy Evan’s because they are both “Foolish Virgins” who do not have their lamps full of oil (the Truth of Torah) nor do they invoke the true name of above all names Yahusha by which we must be saved. I have suggested that Irvin Baxter and Jimmy Evans should have a discussion on Joni Lamb’s Table Talk show on her Daystar Christian channel and perhaps they can come to the saving knowledge of the Truth that the Father seems to only have revealed to me. If there is someone else out there preaching the Truth I present I have not found him or her yet. If you find someone else that is prophetically teaching this revelation please email me and let me know.

Jimmy Evans is teaching something false because of another false assumption he has that the prophet Elijah/Eliyahu did not return (re-incarnate) as John the Baptist. He interprets in his own understand the Scripture, “It is appointed once for man to die and then the judgement”. Where Jimmy Evans is in error is that he does not know that re-incarnation is a foundational pillar to the Judaic Hebrew faith. He believes on of the Two Witnesses can’t be Moses because Moses already died a natural death. The correct interpretation of the “appointed once for man to die” is speaking of the individual body that lives once and dies and then the soul, will go through the re-incarnation process and return in another human body which will also be appointed to die once, and the soul will continue on to re-incarnate countless times till that soul can fulfill all 614 Commandment of Allah where the soul re-incarnates as male and female so they can fulfill Commandents ONLY for men and those only for Women.

Yahusha verified that John the Baptist was indeed the re-incarnation of Eliyahu the prophet, but the deceived Christians go against the teaching of The Savior and do not believe in re-incarnation which is a foundational pillar of the Jewish faith. Both Irvin Baxter and Jimmy Evans, unless they repent with revelation knowledge I present, will not be part of the rapture of the “Wise Virgins”, but will have to suffer through the 7-year Tribulation and if they accept revelation knowledge that they were supposed to keep the Torah Law and the names of pagan deities like “God” and “Jesus” are taken out of their mouths and they confess with their mouth that Yahusha is the name above all names mentioned in Acts 4:11 and that Eloah/Allah is the correct Hebrew for their mistaken use of the word “God” that violates Exodus 23:13 “Do not invoke the names of other gods; do not let them be heard on your lips.” Those who miss the “Wise Virgin” rapture will have a chance with the Father of second chances to get it right and be saved as evidence of those souls who lived through the Tribulation and are given white robes and are raptured at the end of the 7-year Tribulation, these are the “Foolish Virgins” who are of the Catholic/Christian Babylonian Whore/Harlot religious system who were using the false Messiah name of “Jesus”, and did not follow the Torah Law or acknowledge the Holy/Kodesh name above all names by which WE MUST BE SAVED, “Yahusha” the REAL Messiah who warned us that many false Messiah’s would arise that come in another name (i.e. Jesus/Iesous/Esus/Yehoshua/Yeshu/Yashua). You cannot “come in the Father’s name of Yahuah unless the first part of your name you speak on your lips (invoke) begins with “Yahu” the shortened version of Allah’s Holy/Kodesh name “Yahuah” that is to be a memorial for ALL generations of humanity. Exodus 3.15: “Moreover Allah said to Moses, “Thus you shall say to the children of Yisra’el: ‘Yahuah Elohim/Allahim of your fathers, the Allahim of Abraham, the Allah of Isaac, and the Allah of Jacob, has sent me to you. This is My name forever, and this is My memorial to all generations.”

After the death of John the Baptist at the hands of King Herod Antipas in 28AD, Yahusha declared that His cousin John was indeed the messenger prophesied by Malachi, who was sent to “Prepare in the desert the way for the Messiah.” (Isaiah 40:3) (see Matthew 11:10 & Malachi 3:1).



IF THE RAPTURE HAS HAPPENED AND YOU ARE STILL ON EARTH YOU KNOW NOW THAT “JESUS”, IS THE FAKE NAME THAT PAGAN ROME CREATED TO REPLACE THE HOLY NAME OF YAHUSHA OUR MESSIAH, Jesus was the strong delusion His Father warned you about. Just because Yahusha is righteous and allows you GRACE while you yet live in darkness doesn’t mean you will be under grace if you die without repenting of your errors and sins against Him or he’s gonna say, “Go away from me ye who work iniquity. I never knew you!”

Grab your Bible if you have one at this point or just trust me on this one. I just thought of something that Father brought to mind. If there is an Electro Magnetic Pulse attack then you will not have access to this website perhaps you would like to print out this page or many of the printable flyers that brother Lew White has available on his website for free at You can also print this webpage now and put it in your Bible for safe keeping. When the rapture has happened those left behind will need someone like you with the truth that can lead them to correct repentance and baptism in the name of Yahusha so you can be saved no matter what happens. I hope deceived teachers like Jim Baker, Joyce Meyer, Marcus and Joni Lamb of Daystar television Network ministries on tv are reading this and have printed it out because they are part of the 5 foolish virgins Babylonian system who will be left behind because they have not loved the real Messiah and kept His Law. He said, “If you love me, keep my Commandments”.

“Blessed are those (foolish virgins who missed the wedding) whose Lawless deeds are forgiven (during the Tribulation), and whose sins are covered” ROMANS 4: 5-8 I added the parenthesis parts because they are true. Those who repent of their Lawlessness and use of name of Jesus, and get baptised in the “Name above all name, the ONLY name under heaven given to mankind by which we MUST be saved, Yahusha” will receive a white robe and will be raptured away at the end of the Tribulation period just before Yahusha scorches the earth to destroy all the tares.

Just so you know I am purposely going to make sure I keep one Commandment broken so Yahusha will have no choice but to leave me here during the Tribulation so I can help lead the sincere, but sincerely wrong to the truth. Guess what Commandment I’m going to keep broken and unrepented of? I’m going to break one of the Kosher food Commandments or maybe a few. At least that is the plan I have announced to Yahuah in prayer so Yahusha’s hand will be forced to leave me behind. We’ll see what happens. Till then…..



 The Book of John Chapter 9 
From the Orthodox Jewish Bible Renewed Covenant

1 And passing along, Rabboni (Master/teacher of the Law), Melech (King) Yahusha HaMoshiach (TheMessiah) saw a man ivver (blind) from birth. 2 The talmidim (students/apostles) of Rabboni, Melech Yahusha HaMoshiach asked him, Rabboni, who committed averos (sins), this man or the horim (parents) of him, that he was born ivver (blind)? [YECHEZKEL 18:20; SHEMOT 20:5; IYOV 21;19] 3 In reply, Rabboni, Melech Yahusha HaMoshiach said, “Neither this man sinned nor the horim of him, but that the pe’ulot of Hashem may be manifested in him4 It is necessary for us to work the pe’ulot (works) of the One having sent me while it is Yom (Day). Lailah (Night) comes when no one is able to work.[Jer 13:16] ] 5 As long as I am in the Olam Hazeh (this world), I am the Ohr (light) HaOlam (of the word).” [Ohr is a central Kabbalistic term in the Jewish mystical tradition. The analogy of physical light is used as a way of describing metaphysical Divine emanations.] 6 Having said these things, he spat on the ground and made clay with the saliva and he anointed the clay upon the man’s eyes, 7 And said to him, “Go wash in the mikvah of Shiloach! [MELACHIM BAIS 5:10]. –The name means sent–He went therefore and washed and came seeing. [YESHAYAH 35:5] 8 Therefore, the shchenim (wealthy neighbors) and the ones seeing the man who was formerly a betler(begger), came, saying, Is this not the man who was sitting and begging? 9 Some were saying, This is the one! Others were saying, No, but it is a man like him. But the man was saying, I am the one! 10 Therefore, the people were saying to him, How, then, were your eyes opened? 11 In reply, the man said, The one called Yahusha [Zech 6:11-12; Ezra 3:8] took clay and anointed my eyes and said to me, Go to mikvah Shiloach [MELACHIM BAIS 5:10] and wash. Therefore, having gone, and having washed, I saw! 12 And they said to him, Where is that one (Yahusha)? The man says to them, I do not have da’as (knowledge) of that. 13 The people lead the man to the Perushim (Pharisees), the man who had formerly been ivver (blind). 14 Now the time period (time/date of the healing) Rabboni, Melech Yahusha HaMoshiach took the clay and opened his eyes was a Shabbos (Sabbath day). 15 Then again also the Perushim were asking him how his eyes were opened, and the man said to them, The man placed clay on my eyes and I washed, and I see. 16 Therefore some of the Perushim were saying, This man is not from Alah (Aramaic word for “God”), because he is not Shomer Shabbos (keeping the Sabbath correctly, i.e. not doing any work on the Sabbath). But others were saying, How is a man who is a choteh (sinner) able to do such an otot (sign)? There was a machloket (division of dissension) among them. 17 Therefore, they say to the ivver (blind man) again, What do you say about him, because he opened your eyes? And the man said, He is a Navi (Prophet).18 Therefore, those of Yahudah (the Jews) did not believe that the man had been ivver (blind) until they called the horim of the man whose eyes were opened. 19 And they asked the horim, saying, Is this the ben (son) of you, whom you say was born ivver? How, therefore, does he now have sight? 20 In reply, therefore, his horim said, We have da’as that this man is the ben of us and that he was born ivver, 21 But how he sees now we do not have da’as nor do we have da’as of who opened his eyes. Interrogate him. He’s had his Bar Mitzvah (T.N. i.e., he is of age). He will speak for himself. 22 His horim said these things, because they were fearing those of Yehudah, for already those of Yehudah had agreed that if any person made hoda’ah (confession) of him to be the Rabboni, Melech Yahusha HaMoshiach, that person would be put under cherem (banned) from the shul (synagogue). 23 Therefore, his horim said, He has reached his religious majority and is of age. Interrogate him.24 They called a second time, therefore, the man who had been ivver (blind) and said to him, V’ten lo todah. (Give glory to G-d) [YEHOSHUA 7:19] We have da’as that this man is a choteh (sinner). [TEHILLIM 68:35; YAHUSHUA 7:19] 25 In reply, therefore, he said, If he is a choteh (sinner), of that I don’t have da’as. Of one thing I do have da’as, that though I was ivver, now I see. 26 They said, therefore, to him, What did he (Yahusha) do to you? How did he open your eyes? 27 The man answered them, I told you already, and you do not listen. Why again do you want to hear? Surely you do not want to become his talmidim also? 28 And they reviled him and said, You are a talmid of that man, but we are talmidim of Moshe Rabbeinu. [BAMIDBAR 12:2,8] 29 We have da’as that Hashem has spoken to Moshe Rabbeinu, but this man, we do not have da’as from where he comes. 30 In reply, the man said to them, Here is a real cheftza! (Gavra and Cheftza (“Person” and “Object”): (lit. “man” and “object”) Prohibitions or obligations are divided between those which apply to the “gavra,” the person himself, mandating his behavior, and those which apply to the “cheftza,” the object or the act in question, defining its status.) That you do not have da’as from where he comes, and he opened my eyes! 31 We have da’as that Allah does not listen to chote”im (sinners), but if anyone has chassidus (Jewish faith) and yirat Shomayim (fear of Heaven) and does the ratzon (will) of Him, this One Allah hears. [TEHILLIM 18:2332; 34:15 16; 66:18; 145:1920; 51:7(5); MISHLE 15:8,29; YESHAYAH 1:15; 59:1-2] 32 Never vi-bahlt the Bri’at HaOlam (since the Creation of the World) it was heard of that anyone opened the eyes of an ivver (blind man) having been born thus. 33 If this man was not from YHWH (Yahuah), he would not be able to do anything. 34 They answered and said to him, You were born totally B’AVON (in sin) and you teach us? And they threw him out. [TEHILLIM 51:5(7)]35 Rabboni, Melech Yahusha (aka “J-esus” to those under Allah’s “strong delusion”) HaMoshiach heard that they threw him out, and, having found him, Rabboni, Melech Yahusha HaMoshiach said, Do you have emunah (faith) in the Ben HaAdam? (in the Son OfMan) 36 In reply, the man said, And who is he, Adoni (Lord), that I may have emunah (faith) in him? 37 And Rabboni, Melech Yahusha HaMoshiach said, You have seen him, and the one speaking with you is he. 38 And the man said, Ani ma’amin, Adoni (I believe, Lord). And he fell down prostrate before him. 39 And Rabboni, Melech Yahusha HaMoshiach said, For the sake of Mishpat (Divine Justice), I came into the Olam Hazeh, that the ones who are ivrim (blind ones) may see, and the ones seeing may become ivrim. 40 Some of the Perushim heard these things, the ones being with him, and they said to him, Surely we are not ivrim, are we? 41 Rabboni, Melech Yahusha HaMoshiach said to them, If you were ivrim (blind men), you would not have chet (sin), but now vi- bahlt (since) you say, We see, the chet (sin) of you remains.”

After reading a true restored Hebraic version of this passage, I bet your head is spinning wondering why has the real Jewish Savior been adulterated with erroneous Greek/Roman/Latin translations and editings??? Don’t you feel a divine love and tug of the Ruach HaKodesh (Holy Spirit) in your heart that you are finally reading the real words of our Father who incarnated into a man so He could be our once-and-for-all atonement for sin. Only Allah can forgive sin and surely as He incarnated into a man in the form of Yahusha HaMoshiach He paid the ultimate cost out of His deep love for us, His Creation.

Your Allah-given free will might be revolting inside you right now and may make you want to turn aside and blow this off and you will walk away from Allah (Eloah/Alah/Allah/Elohim/Allahim– all the same word). You may be a hater or racist and may not know that Christians in Israel and throughout the Middle East say Allah instead of the word “God” which derives from the name of a pagan deity which our Father prohibits us from speaking from our lips any of the names of pagan deities.

So, let me continue…. It’s very cool that the very mikvah Siloam was found where the blind man washed and received his sight through faith. It’s the same for us. We receive our sight through faith because before we come to Yahusha we are blind and stumbling through darkness with no Light of The World to light the path before our feet. We are washed in the mikvah (baptismal pool) to wash away the old sinful nature and through the blood of Yahusha our sins are covered/blotted out and thrown as far as the East is from the West, into the Sea of Forgetfullness, so don’t let HaSatan (TheAdversary) EVER tell you any different when that nasty old devil tries to throw your past up in your face and attempt to humiliate you in front of others and try to convince you that what you did was unforgivable. That’s Satan’s plan A. Get you to doubt what “Is Written” as he did with Yahusha in the wilderness. Anytime you have nagging thoughts about your past sin that you have already been broken and repented for don’t you dare let that fool Satan try to make you doubt. Be like Yahusha and tell that deceiver, “It is written!” and then quote your favorite Scriptures about sin, repentance, forgiveness, and His redeeming blood. Resist the fool devil and he will flee from you and pick on an easier target, perhaps your neighbor, so “love they neighbor” whoever that neighbor may be and share the truth of Yahusha with them.

Shew! There are always so many rabbit holes to go down when you start talking about the goodness of Yahusha. That’s why sometimes an hour teaching can turn into a 2-hour preaching lol! Glory to Allah!!! Do you read that world “Allah” and don’t like it? Tough cookie! Get used to it. In Judaism we are taught to say Elah/Eloah/Elohim because it does not jump the fence we put around the sacred pronunciation of “Allah”. It’s the same mechanism/fence build around Jews not pronouncing YHWH (Yahuah), but instead in most Bibles you will see the world LORD in all caps. In Judaism we still have the correct Hebrew letters YHWH, but the cantillation marks on each of the four letters que us to not pronounce the word correctly. If you can’t or don’t pronounce the sacred name of the Father then you can’t blaspheme. That is our safety fence to prevent blasphemy. The same goes for all the Hebraic names with Yahu, the shorten version of Yahuah like Yahusha, Elijah/Eliyahu, Yermeyahu/Jeremiah, etc., ect.,you get the idea. Judaism purposely pronounced Yahu as Yeho so you don’t actually even speak the diminutive form of the sacred name of Allah.

Besides all that teaching I wanted to make a point about what the apostles were asking Yahusha about the man born blind. I’ll take us back to verse 2:

2 The talmidim (students/apostles) of Rabboni, Melech Yahusha HaMoshiach asked him, Rabboni, who committed averos (sins), this man or the horim (parents) of him, that he was born ivver (blind)? [YECHEZKEL 18:20; SHEMOT 20:5; IYOV 21;19] 

Most Christians who are completely uneducated in the Jewish faith do not know that re-incarnation has always been fundamental to the faith, indeed a pillar of the faith as Judaism understand that a soul must reincarnate as many times as needed to fulfill all the 613 Laws of the Torah and since there are certain Laws for men and certain Laws only for women it is mandatory that souls, that are genderless, incarnate over and over again to accomplish each Mitzvot (Commandment). Most Christians if asked if they believe in re-incarnation they will say, “We don’t teach that at my church! Re-incarnation is of the Devil!” How ignorant they are of the religion of the Messiah they claim to obey, but in their defense if you get raised up and brainwashed by a false cult called Christianity and you believe it to be the truth then can you blame Christians for not believing what their anti-Christ Babylonian Whore/Harlot religious system taught them? Yes you can. After all Yahusha the Messiah warned that false teachers would come and lead many astray, but today you have a real talmudim, a real Natsarim (Watcher of the Bride of Yahusha) that is telling you the truth that you can prove to yourself if you only have a desire to know the truth that will set you free from the strong deception of Esus later known as J-Esus/Jesus. Do it. Look up the history of how the Romans deleted the Holy Name, the ONLY name given to mankind, NO OTHER NAME by which we must be saved, Yahusha and they created some demonic Zeus/Esous/Iesus/Esus/Jesus name so that you are really invoking the name “Esus” which is another name for Satan. Look it up! “My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge”. ~HOSEA 4:6

To continue… Without the foundational Judaic belief in re-incarnation how is it that you can believe that our heavenly Father Himself incarnated into the body of Yahusha to be Elohim/Allahim incarnate? It is written that we are made in the image of our heavenly father. Yahusha Himself reminded us that Elijah/Eliyahu the Navi (Prophet) would return to become the one who makes the way for the Messiah and Yahusha confirmed that certainly John the Baptist was the re-incarnation of Eliyahu and was beheaded. Yahusha even asked, “Who do the people say that I am?

Matthew 16:13-16 Now when Yahusha came into the district of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, “Who do people say that the Son of Man is? And they said, “Some say John the Baptist, others say Elijah, and others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.” He said unto them, “But who do you say that I am?”

Here we have another direct reference to re-incarnation that has always been foundational to Judaism. Certainly, the Romans missed this and the previous reference to re-incarnation because the specific Hebraic word “Gilgul” meaning re-incarnation was not used when referencing this pillar of the faith. You can bet your bottom dollar that when the pagans had murdered the apostles and followers of Yahusha and confiscated their scrolls with the gospel of Yahusha that were most certainly written in Hebrew, Aramaic, and Greek the pagan Roman’s changed to create their false doctrine that we do not re-incarnate, but only have one life and then the judgement. But you say, it is written “man will have one life and then the judgement”. Well, certainly when our human body dies and our soul returns to heaven there is a life review, a type of judgment, but it’s not the same as the false doctrine the pagans tried to create where our souls stay with our body in the grave till we are resurrected for the White throne judgement. Those humans left behind at the time of the rapture will be destroyed and their souls will not go to heaven but will await the White Throne Judgement at the end of the thousand years reign of Yahusha in the renewed Heaven and renewed Earth.

So, now….all of that to say this. Since re-incarnation is foundational to Judaism that explains the phenomenon of homosexuality as all so-called “Gay men” are simply re-incarnated women in men’s body, or if you will, “A woman trapped in the body of a man”. The soul bleed-over from the past life is very evident in the obvious femininity of most homosexual men and as well for the homosexual who feels so feminine that they cannot continue on as male and opt for a sexchange operation. These people known as transsexuals are experiencing the same in a more profound way feeling like they are a woman trapped in a male body. You gotta trust me on this one. All of the ancient Rabbi’s agree on this and your denial of re-incarnation is just going to make you look foolish, um, like a foolish virgin in the parable of the 10 virgins and that lamps where the foolish virgins are LEFT BEHIND and are kept out of the marriage supper of the Lamb and are soon destroyed when Yahusha scorches the entire earth with fire destroying all the wicked tares that will await the White Throne Judgement after the 1000-year reign and they will have to answer why they did not list to me just one of the last of the Last Days prophets.

Questions? Comments? Feel free to email me at CompassionThinker (at) Gmail (dot) com.


Because this subject has been so thoroughly researched and documented by other brothers and sisters in Abba Yahuah I will post their work here on the subject of the word “Amen” brought to you by Yahweh.House. [Note: The only changes/edits to their fine research I did was to change to the correct names of Yahuah (the Father’s name) and Yahusha (the Son’s name) and I added some bold font for emphasis.]

Should we say Amen, Ahmein, Amein or Omaine?


Many people bow their heads, clasp their hands together, they close their eyes, and pray and then say Amen, Ahmein, Amein or Omaine after praying.

However, should we bow our heads, put our hand together, close our eyes, and then end our prayers with something?  And if so, what should we say and why?

Well the Bible truth may surprise you, even SHOCK YOU!  It’s amazing, so many people do things without ever questioning it, without ever researching it to learn if it is biblical or not!

Yahusha Messiah never taught anyone to bow their heads, put their hands together, close their eyes, and then “end a prayer.” In fact, He didn’t even teach how to end a prayer.  In Matthew 6:9-13, He never taught us to end our prayers with anything!  The Messiah never ended His prayers or talks with “Amen”, so neither should we as He is our example, 1 John 2:6.

NOTE: If we read the earliest most oldest New Testament text we have access to today, for example, the CS (Codex Sinaiticus), there is NO text such as what appears in some later translations, for example, the KJV and some other English translations ends the Messiah’s pray in Matthew 6:9-13 with “For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.” However this does NOT appear in earliest Scripture Manuscripts, hence, it was fraudulently ADDED by translators!  And interestingly, translations such as the New International Version, English Standard Version, New Living Translation etc, do NOT have the added “Amen” ending because those translators knew it is NOT in the earliest manuscripts!  And in the New American Standard Bible translation for example, (photo below), we learn that they even admit it does NOT appear in the earliest Scripture Text! (mss is an abbreviation for “manuscripts.”)

So as we have learned, when asked how we should pray, our Messiah NEVER taught to end prayers with “Amen”, “Amein”, “Omaine” or anything else for that matter!

Also, just on another note, did you know the “Lord’s Prayer”, inviting Jesus into your heart, is completely ANTIBIBLICAL teaching? Nowhere in the entire Holy Scriptures does it say to invite Jesus into your heart!  

When Christians say “Amen”, they are calling out to the Egyptian god Amen Ra, because “Amen” originates from Amen Ra.  Remember, there is NO such word as “Amen” in Hebrew or Greek, because “Amen” is English!  Many false teachers claim on their facebook posts, websites and videos that “Amen” is Hebrew, but that is untrue!

Some people try to quote verses such as Yeremyahu (Jeremiah) 28:6 to try to support the use of “Amen”, however, the Hebrew word there is “Awmane”, Hebrew Strong’s number 543, which means “so be it”.

Some people try to also use verses such as 2 Cor 1:20 to defend the use of praising the pagan god “Amen”, however, when we look in the Strong’s Greek Lexicon for “Amen” in this verse, it’s number 281, which according to the Lexicon means “so be it”, and does NOT refer to the Pagan god “Amen”.  The same Greek word appears in verses such as Rev 3:14.


Therefore, “So be it” would be more accurate, because that’s what Awmane means in Hebrew. However, I never end prayers with anything, Yahusha when asked to teach the Disciples to pray, taught them how to pray, but as already mentioned, Yahusha NEVER ended their prayer with anything like “Amen”, “Amein”, or anything else.

So, we are to pray in Yahushu’s Name, but He never ended prayers with “Amen” or “Amein” etc.

Christianity is corrupted, they teach many false teachings!  Bible translators added “Amen” to some places, but “Amen” does not appear in the Hebrew or Greek manuscripts!


The Egyptians, including the Alexandrians, had been worshiping, or been acquainted with, the head of the Egyptian pantheon, Amen-Ra, the great sun-deity, for more than one thousand years B.C. Before he was known as Amen-Ra, he was known as Amen among the Thebans.

According to Funk and Wagnall’s Standard College Dictionary, AMEN was the deity of life and procreation in Egyptian mythology, and later identified with the Sun-deity as the supreme deity and called “Amen-Ra.” Smith’s Bible Dictionary and Egyptian Belief and modern thought agree.

When you invoke your prayers to a Pagan deity and they are answered do pay careful attention to Mattityahu (Matthew) 7:22 for understanding why they are answered particularly for healing of disease and great works there is a much wider message in this parable many do not understand. Using false Pagan deity names such as god, lord, amen and jesus is your clue. Remember the command not to even let these Pagan deity names be heard from your mouth!!!


“Be careful to do everything I have said to you. Do not invoke the names of other mighty ones-[false deities]; do not let them be heard on your lips” – Exodus 23:13

“And I say to you that for every careless word men speak, they shall give an account of it in the day of judgment” – Mattityahu 12:36

The word “Amen” was added by corrupt Christian Scholars around 400AD, which was an adoption of the word “Amen Ra” or “lord Ra” in Egyptian. The Hebrew word for evil is also “Ra.” So Amen Ra is “lord evil.”

But Awmane in Hebrew, means “so be it.” Awmane and “Amen” are completely two separate words.

Hebrew – Awmane: sure; abstract, faithfulness; adverb, truly:–so be it, truth.

Greek – αμην – of Hebrew origin (543); properly, firm, i.e. (figuratively) trustworthy; adverbially, surely (often as interjection, so be it):–amen, verily.

Amen – English – from Egyptian, reference to a false god!

Amen (Amon) and Amen-Ra, King of the Gods, and the Triad of Thebes:

Among the gods who were known to the Egyptians in very early times were Amen and his consort Ament, and their names are found in the Pyramid Texts, e.g., Unas, line 558, where they are mentioned immediately after the pair of gods Nau and Nen, and in connection with the twin Lion-gods Shu and Tefnut, who are described as the two gods who made their own bodies, and with the goddess Temt, the female counterpart of Tem.


It is evident that even in the remote period of the Vth Dynasty Amen and Ament were numbered among the primeval gods, if not as gods in chief certainly as subsidiary forms of some of them, and from the fact that they are mentioned immediately after the deities of primeval matter, Nau and Nen, who we may consider to be the equivalents of the watery abyss from which all things sprang, and immediately before Temt and Shu and Tefnut, it would seem that the writers or editors of the Pyramid Texts assigned great antiquity to their existence.

Of the attributes ascribed to Amen in the Ancient Empire nothing is known, but, if we accept the meaning “hidden” which is usually given to his name, we must conclude that he was the personification of the hidden and unknown creative power which was associated with the primeval abyss, gods in the creation of the world, and all that is in it. The word or root Amen, certainly means “what is hidden,” “what is not seen,” “what cannot be seen,” and the like, and this fact is proved by scores of examples which may be collected from texts of all periods. In hymns to Amen we often read that he is “hidden to his children, “and “hidden to gods and men,” and it has been stated that these expressions only refer to the “hiding,” i.e., “setting” of the sun each evening, and that they are only to be understood in a physical sense, and to mean nothing more than the disappearance of the god Amen from the sight of men at the close of day.


Now, not only is the god himself said to be “hidden,” but his name also is “hidden,” and his form, or similitude, is said to be “unknown;” these statements show that “hidden,” when applied to Amen, the great god, has reference to something more than the “sun which has disappeared below the horizon,” and that it indicates the god who cannot be seen with the mortal eyes, and who is invisible, as well as inscrutable, to gods as well as men. In the times approaching the Ptolemaic period the name Amen appears to have been connected with the root men, “to abide, to be permanent;” and one of the attributes which were applied to him was that of eternal.

Amen is represented in five forms:

1. As a man, when he is seen seated on a throne, and holding in one hand the scepter, and in the other the symbol of “life.” In this form he is one of the nine deities who compose the company of the gods of Amen-Ra, the other eight being Ament, Nu, Nut, Hehui, Hehet, Kekui, Keket, and Hathor.

2. As a man with the head of a frog, whilst his female counterpart Ament has the head of a uraeus.

3. As a man with the head of a uraeus, whilst his female counterpart has the head of a cat.

4. As an ape.

5. As a lion couching upon a pedestal.The problem is; most people never stop to question anything, they have been conditioned and brainwashed to believe that we are supposed to close our eyes, place hands together, bow our heads, pray, and end our prayers with Amen etc. However, the truth is, NO SUCH teaching exists in the entire Holy Scriptures!


All those who love and seek truth, and all of Abba Yahuah’s children and believers should IMMEDIATELY repent of and renounce calling out to “Amen”, “Ahmein”, “Amein” or “Omaine!  Do NOT be like the Pagan Christians who call out to this false god after their prayers!  Satan deceives the world, Rev 12:9, how shocking it is when you see people praying only to end their prayers calling out to a FALSE PAGAN GOD, “AMEN”!  Satan truly has deceived people!

Yahuah’s true children are beginning to wake from slumber, the light bulbs are turning on, they are starting to see things clearly and are shocked to learn that they have been deceived by Satan and Christians for most of their lives!

ENDING NOTE: Many people are trying to teach that it’s acceptable and not wrong to end prayers with “Amen”, a lot of these same people however teach false names, false Christian doctrines like Christmas, Easter etc, and they cannot show anywhere our Messiah taught to end prayers with “AMEN”, but they do it anyway.   In fact I have shown above, that when our Messiah was asked how we should pray, that He NEVER taught to end our prayers with “Amen”. So I must ask, do you really want to be taught by such misleading people who add to the Scriptures and who falsely claim our Messiah taught something which He NEVER DID!!!  As for me, I would rather follow the proper reading of Matthew 6 as a truthful and accurate example of how to pray.

These people who claim it’s acceptable to end prayers or talks with “Amen”, will post verses such as Numbers 5:22, Deuteronomy 27:15-16, Deuteronomy 27:26 etc, and claim those verses prove it’s acceptable to say “AMEN” after prayers.  However, those verses in the original languages do NOT say “AMEN”, and what these uneducated teachers will not tell you is that NOWHERE did our Messiah teach we should end prayers with “Amen” as this article has already shown.  Also, they will not tell you that the Hebrew word for the English translation of “Amen” for verses such as Numbers 5:22, Deuteronomy 27:15-16 etc (The Hebrew Strong’s #543), is the Hebrew word I mentioned earlier, “Awmane”,  which does not mean “AMEN”, it accurately means “So be it”.

We at Yahuah’s House Ministries reject using “AMEN” at the end of our prayers or talks, as it’s not biblical and was NEVER taught by our Messiah to do, and the Messiah never did it.

We prefer ending our prayers with, “In the name of Yahusha”, and “So be it!”

The reason we end our prayers in the Messiah’s name, is due to these verses:

John 14:13 – And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.

John 14:14 – If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it.

John 15:16 – Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you.

John 16:23 – And in that day ye shall ask me nothing. Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall ask the Father in my name, he will give it you.

John 16:24 – Hitherto have ye asked nothing in my name: ask, and ye shall receive, that your joy may be full.

John 16:26 – At that day ye shall ask in my name: and I say not unto you, that I will pray the Father for you.

And Scripture teaches that we only have access to the Father, through the Son, so that is another reason why we conclude to end our prayers in the Son’s Name.

However notice, NOWHERE in earliest Scripture manuscripts does it teach to end prayers with “AMEN”, so whenever someone tries to claim it’s acceptable to end prayers with “AMEN”, and claiming that “Amen” is Hebrew, then you now know it’s NOT Scriptural, it’s NOT Hebrew, and only taught by false teachers who ADD teachings to what the Messiah actually taught and did Himself.

Many people will say to you, “But it’s OK to say Amen after prayers, Amen is harmless and it’s not a pagan god etc…”, however, they still stumble when you ask them, “So you have a lot of excuses to say AMEN, but can you show me anywhere the Messiah, when asked to teach to pray, ever taught to end prayers with “AMEN”?

To this, they usually sidestep the question because they realise when reading Scripture that we should follow the Messiah’s example and He NEVER did or taught to end prayers with “Amen”, and this article shows that, seeing only later corrupted translations added “AMEN” to the prayer which does NOT appear in the earliest manuscripts.

Renounce all error and come back to Scripture truth! Shalom,

Yeremyah & Michaiyah (Yahweh’s House Ministries)
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Donnie Swaggart

Son of Jimmy Swaggart

I was living in St. Rose, Louisiana in 1988 when Jimmy Swaggart was caught in a hotel room with a known street prostitute at a sleazy hotel just down the road from where I was living.

I was watching Donnie Swaggart’s program on The Daystar channel today and he was preaching heavy Paul’s writing to the Hebrews where he taught that the Law was nailed to the cross and we didn’t have to follow the law anymore? We can kill and lie and commit fornication now? Don’t think so Donnie Swaggart.

Then he went on to make fun of Messianic Jews who continue to keep the Law and wear the Tallit. He was mocking and all I could think of was wolf in sheep’s clothing preaching doctrines of demons to those with itching ears who want to hear the smooth things.

We know the evil pagan Roman’s rounded up every apostle of Yahusha and confiscated their writings of the saying’s of Yahusha and burned them, but not before they copied them into Greek and edited and rewrote them just enough to suit their needs to have a non-scriptural hell-based one life and then the judgement, anti-re-incarnational Messianic Judaism. They took Zeus and Krisha and created their Iesous/Esus/J-Esus/Jesus–the Babylonian anti-messiah Whore religious system was born and would later give birth to the protestant apostate Harlot daughter churches in the reformation of Martin Luther.

Donnie Swaggart said, “God doesn’t go backwards”, as he explained the Law is dead and nailed to the cross. All I could think of was Yahusha’s instructions as Elohim/Allahim in the flesh said, “If you love me keep my commandments”. Just then in my minds eye I saw Yahusha on Passover (that Swaggart mocked again the Messianic Jews remembering each year), that Yahusha kept with the apostles His final night and instructed them to from then on to keep Pesach (the Passover) “In remembrance of Me.” It is written: He blessed the new wine and said, “This is my blood that is shed as the covering for your sin.” He broke that bread and said, “This is my body that is broken for you”.

Surely, Yahusha’s sacrifice brought an end to Commandment to do sacrifices, and we are allowed to be forgiven and not to die in our transgressions against the Commandments, but certainly ALL THE LAW was not blotted out by Yahusha. That’s ridiculous, but then again isn’t Satan ridiculous??? Should the church be lying, stealing, praying to idols the way the Catholics do, commit fornication, adultery, murder, sodomy??? I don’t think so. What I think is the pagan Roman’s who hijacked Messianic Judaism and renamed it Christianity, they altered the Hebrew Scrolls in the Greek before destroying the originals. Who knows maybe the Vatican still has the originals with the apostles signatures on them?

It is my job to expose false teachers and their false teachings. Awmane (Hebrew word for “so be it”) BTW, just saying “Awmane” is a lesson in false teachings itself. See my page, SHOULD WE END OUR PRAYERS WITH “AMEN”?




Where do I begin to WARN the Christian church world that has fallen away from the first leaders of the Apostolic Jewish faith guarded and taught by the apostles of Yahusha the Messiah, The Son of Yahuah, HaMelek Olam?

Let me tell you right away that the parable of the 10 virgins and their lamps was Yahusha letting us know their would a true and Commandment keeping, Sacred Hebrew Names wise bride that gets raptured while the church world’s foolish bride will be LEFT BEHIND to suffer the plagues put on the Babylonian Whore (Catholicism) and her apostate Harlot Daughters who are both the foolish virgins who have reject the true Holy Tongue names of the Father and Son, Yahuah Melek HaOlam and Yahusha HaMashiach.

Those are not the only things that are wrong with the foolish virgins who will not be allowed to enter into the Marriage Supper of the Lamb. The Christian Harlot system does not believe in re-incarnation which is foundational to the Jewish faith. Christians will accept that Yahuah incarnated into the body of a man so He could know all we, as humans, suffer physically and emotionally becoming our Passover lamb who’s blood washes away our sin.start with Yahuah incarnating into the man most Christians only know as “J-Esus”. I hyphenate that monsterous name so you could see the name Esus that was used in the Greek as Iesous or Esous which was the Greeks so-called transliterated (sound alike name) for Yahushua, the real Hebrew name that is the same as the Book of Joshua (Yashua being the diminutive version of Yahusha). Now, ask yourself this– Why was Joshua’s name name not corrupted to J-esus, but the Saviors name was when it’s supposed to be the Name above all Names, the only Name given to mankind by which we MUST be saved by the reciting of the name Yahusha in water baptism for the remission of the sin nature and you sins.

Again, ask yourself whyyyyyyyy if they got Joshua’s name correct after transliterating why didn’t they do the same with the Messiah. Well, lets go to the Word.