PUSHING BACK ON THE TRANSGENDER MOVEMENT
Update Saved to www.archive.org 10 October 2019
I’m Josef Kirchner and this is my story and a message of recovery from the delusion of thinking I should have been born female instead of male. I have recovered from the mental illness of transsexualism and I help others to recover.
Just a quick history. My transition from male to female began at age 17 after a suicide attempt that landed me in the hospital and subsequently under the care of a transgender-affirmative type of psychologist in a psych. How was I to know at the time that this therapist has just taken out of the frying pan and into the fire. From that point I would be lead down a road of affirming my mental illness. The cure prescribed for my mental illness was to mutilate my perfectly fine and healthy functioning body with cross-sex hormones and multiple surgeries. By all appearances the treatments had been a success because 7 years later I had become a fully fledged post-operative transsexual complete with an imitation vagina. Following is a photo of the end result.
After seeing that picture you are probably saying, “OMG, you were gorgeous! How you look that good and not be happy? I guess it can be okay for those who are fine with living a pretend life everyday. I think I gave it a good effort. 20 years of living as a undetectable post-operative transsexual and having a fine career as a nurse–didn’t I have it all? No. It all felt so fake. Yes, I was practically perfect in every way as far as a science project goes. It just wasn’t real. I was not a woman. I wasn’t this ridiculous thing they called a “trans woman” either. I learned to little and too late that there is no such thing as “sex change”. You can only create a clever disguise with hormones and mutilating surgeries. You can never lose the memories though of what you really are and live your life in peace. Yes, there may be those who can be happy living openly as an oddity in society, but I was not one of those people. Yeah, so just how does a tranny that seems like they had such a perfect result and 20 years of post-op life behind them go sour on their transition? Let’s unpack this.
Transgenderedism is not a cure for the mental illness that gender dysphoric people suffer from. To be frank, it’s like putting lipstick on a pig. Nothing is really changed. For certain, your sex is never changed. It’s only poorly disguised with God knows how many surgeries and the help of cross-sex hormones.
The trans movement wants to promote the ridiculous and ill informed idea that there is a mythical creature called “The True Transsexual”. By all accounts I was it. A shining and gleaming example! A role model for all others who wanted to turn themselves from a caterpillar into a butterfly. Eventually, the delusion began to wear off and I was left holding the bag, so to speak.
Now lets talk about what’s left of Josef Kirchner. Yes, I say what’s left after the transgender movement and their hypnotized transgender medical industry got finished screwing up my mind and mutilating and amputating parts my former perfectly healthy male body. They created a freakish monster for me to have to live with. Now, Frankenstein’s monster is lashing out at it’s creators. That may be a bit dramatic sounding, but it is no understatement. It’s the dammed harsh truth.
Medical quackery, the trans movement, the media, and people like Lynn Conway who promote so-called “transsexual successes” must accept their share of the blame for taking advantage of the vulnerable mentally ill. I personally have known quite a few of the people Lynn Conway promotes as transsexual successes and believe me, to know them personally is to know what hellish lives they are living outside of Lynn Conway’s deceptively biased and glow reports of transsexual success. Just because someone pushes themselves to be successful doesn’t mean they are happy. So many so-called successful people from all walks of life have committed suicide because they were desperately unhappy with their life.
Just when you thought the transgender movement was as deluded as it could get the insanity deepens. Did you know that within the crazy fucked up trans movement there are women who were born biological women that reject their god-given vagina’s and want to go through surgery to remove all their female parts and then have an artificially constructed vagina installed so they can be “trans women” just the same way as men become trans women with a fake vagina? I know it will take a minute for you to wrap your head around that one and even believe it’s true, but believe me it’s true. It’s just another cross section of the wacky transgender movement.
I don’t want people to get the wrong impression that I’ve been reduced to a feckless, angry, mutilated, freak hiding out from society in an isolated cabin in the woods or something. That freakish monster I became finally got his head screwed back on straight and righted his boat as best as possible. On the other side of the coin there is balance. I am still the same outgoing, happy-go-lucky, optimistic person I’ve always tried to be that wants to inspire and help others in spite of the challenges I’ve had in this lifetime. I must brag a bit. Since my detransition I married, became a father, and had penis transplant surgery. I guess some might look at my situation and find it unacceptable, but I’m a happier, more positive person, contributing more to my fellow man now than ever in my lifetime. My natural life has been restored to the best of my ability. Every day continues to be brighter!
Here’s where I began talking about what this transgendered phenomenon is really all about. Firstly, let me rule out those people who were deeply psychologically abused and used transgenderism as a means to escape who they are, the person they came to hate due to psychological abuse.
If there ever was a real thing such as a “true transsexual” that suffers from gender dysphoria it is a reincarnation bleed over phenomenon. I know many people reading this just scoffed at the idea that transgenderedism is a reincarnation issue. That’s okay. For some is may very well not be a reincarnation issue because some are not really suffering from genuinely feeling like they are trapped in the wrong body. Alarmingly, many who thought themselves to be trans simply have deep psychological problems stemming from abuse and it has nothing to do with feeling like you were born the wrong sex. So, for those people you need to unravel the abuse and I suggest reparenting therapy. For those who genuinely feel that some cosmic error was made and it’s as if a female soul got deposited into a male body by mistake then take heed to my words.
If the so-called mtf “true transsexual” understands reincarnation he can heal his life of debilitating gender dysphoria that is caused by a previous female life reincarnation bleed over to a male body. To a lesser or greater extent he who does not believe in reincarnation will suffer gender dysphoria for the rest of his days. One must learn the difference between healing from a loss, and grieving a loss. Healing is finite a process. Grieving is a process we measure by a lifetime. Let me know if you need more explanation on how that relates to the grieving detransitioned person.
There is no miracle cure for gender dysphoria, but understanding it as a reincarnation situation provides the easiest way to put gender dysphoria into the correct perspective so you can put the worst of gender dysphoria behind you and move forward with your natural life. The alternative is to succumb to gender dysphoria and turn yourself into a transsexual sideshow freak that is always screaming to society, “I am NOT animal!”
It is important to understand that not everyone who wants to lay claim to the title of gender dysphoria are classically what we’d call gender dysphoric. Some simply are rejecting their birth sex due to self-hatred often stemming from childhood abuse. These individuals are suffering from escapism, not true gender dysphoria.
One must understand that the soul is a repository of memories from many lifetimes spent as male or female and the soul itself has no sex or gender like the body does. In that respect you might ask why we all don’t suffer from gender dysphoria and desire sexchange operations. That would be a simplistic question that someone who doesn’t understand reincarnation may ask. We chose the lives we reincarnate into for the elevation of our souls. Specifically having a cross-sex bleed over from a past life is a choice, not something that accidently happens. We plan it ahead of time.
Recovering from gender dysphoria doesn’t mean all the heartache will be diminished. Gender dysphoric people will say they feel like they were born into the wrong body. Fact, you will never be a woman like your heart really desires, so why set yourself up for suicidal disappointment by going through a wreckless transition to freak status? It’s better to thoughtfully avoid transition all together and for those who’s desire it is to detransition your attempt of becoming the unbecomable will forever haunt you. Memories in any life are always precious, but memories of another life are hauntingly precious. I’ve been detransitioned fully for 15 years as of 2019 and while I know I will never again make the mistake to live a transgender lifestyle there are still the pangs that stem from the real woman I was in a previous reincarnation that bleed through once in a while that allow me to appreciate the beauty of being born into the right body and the reasons behind it.
You have heard that LGBT comprises 10% of human society. That percentile is rising and will continue to rise as the continued evolution of reincarnated humanity requires us to embrace our souls that have no gender, only memories of gender from past reincarnations into human bodies.
I came to my senses returning to my male birth sex in 2005. I’m one of the rare survivors of the trans genocidal killing machine. Those promoting the transgender movement don’t seem to realize that promoting transgenderism has taken more lives by suicide than lives it has improved. The reported suicide numbers are near 60%. How many people have attempted, but not been reported?
Just so you can be sure I’m the real deal you can verify my identity in two documentaries done about my detransition at: MSNBC Docuseries Born in The Wrong Body: Change of Heart (11/2019 it was reported the video at the link wouldn’t play and I’ve contacted MSNBC about fixing it), and Almost Myself by Tom Murray. I’ve made many other television appearances, but I don’t wanna take up more space listing each media appearance on here.
A quick Internet search of my name will bring up countless links confirming my identity and the authenticity of this website, but don’t get lost out there on the web reading lies posted by the angry trans community about me. As well, the liberal Fake News media has twisted my story to pump up their ratings. Come here for the facts straight from the horse’s mouth.
I began this website in 2004 to push back on the lies the transgender community promotes about the phenomenon of transgenderism. Millions of people around the world are being drawn into this Fake News transgender catch-all movement and they are being psychologically and physically harmed for life in most cases and that is what I’m trying to prevent.
Transgenders just don’t suffer from one mental disorder. They suffer from a dog pile of mental disorders that should legally prevent them from the dangerous use of cross-sex hormones and permanently damaging surgeries, but we live in fucked up world now seemingly void of common sense. Famous transsexual regretter Dr. Rene Richards has warned people at length how gender dysphoric people need to be locked up in mental institutions to prevent self harm until they can recover from their many delusions that make them feel like a sexchange operation is the answer to all their troubles.
The 2nd wave of the transgender movement (the trans kids movement), may end up passing better physically, but down deep inside they will end up the same because they will be left with the same curious genitals any adult transitioner gets. They are forever trapped into constantly being reminded they are a freak. People will only see them as freaks no matter how passable they become on the outside. In the end it’s all about honesty. The desire to live out your transgender truth backfires on you because you know it is wrong to deceive others about your true sex. That’s the understanding that is the undoing for the transgendered.
We shouldn’t discriminate against these confused people, but at the same time we must do something compassionate to help them not make the biggest mistake of their life.
This trans affirmative movement is selling snake oil. You get but one sex for a lifetime, the one you are born with. Freakish surgeries don’t change your sex, they just provide a very poor disguise. Eventually, all transgenders wake up and realize the mistake they made. They realize how they were pushed to take a perfectly acceptable body and turn it forever into a freak show that will never be accepted by normal people. Forgive me if you think my next words are vulgar, but who wants to suck a grotesque fake dick or fuck a creepy looking fake pussy unless they have a freaky fetish for such bizarre things? You get one perfect body and once you’ve mutilated it you are stuck with your mistake forever.
There is a painful reality these gender dysphoric people can’t seem to escape, that reality being the sex they somehow have a sense they are does not match their body. These severely mentally disturbed people are taken advantage of by a for profit transgender medical industry that includes gender affirmative psychotherapists on the take, endocrinologists prescribing dangerous cross-sex hormones, and those gender affirmation surgeons who amputate unwanted healthy male and female body parts and replace them with mutilated monstrosities they call sexchange operations. There is no such thing as changing ones sex. You can only create a surgical disguise that looks like horribly unnatural genitalia.
It’s not that I’m anti-transgender, but due to an 80% regret rate for people who fall into the transgender identity trap, what I’m promoting is intervention before they get to a point where they fuck themselves up and then may feel like the only way out of their mistake is to suicide. Finding out why transition wasn’t the best choice for you after the fact is the leading cause of a 60% suicide rate for transgenders.
There may as well not be any gatekeepers because you can purchase cross-sex hormones on the Internet without a prescription or easily on the street. There are plenty of surgeons around the world willing to do transgender procedures with no gatekeeping. In Thailand surgeons employ their own quack mental health teams that will say the patient is of sound mind to understand the risks of the surgery they request and that is all that is needed to let the surgeon off the hook. They don’t care about curing the gender dysphoric, they just want to get rich off them.
I hate to tell you, but the sad truth about this phenomenon it that it’s near impossible to detect whether transition is right for you until you have actually passed the point of no return. The WPATH standards of care for transgender individuals are a joke. I passed the point of no return in 1988 when I completed the full male to female transition with Genital Remodeling Surgery (GRS) to make my former very healthy penis look and function like a female vagina. I wish I had understood what the real causes of gender dysphoria was before beginning transition and I would have avoided the hellish nightmare of trying to become something that was virtually impossible. There is no such thing as changing your sex. You can only mask it with an elaborate hormonal and surgical disguise. Disguises are meant to be temporary, not permanent and this is where the transsexual falls deeper into insanity.
Due to the influence of misguided, militant transgenders, and the greedy, unethical medical community that worship$ them I lost a lot. I lost a lot of time pursuing relationships with men. As “faux-female” I was married three times. I divorced my first husband because I didn’t want him ever finding out I’d hid my transsexual secret from him. I hope he never found out through the media. My second marriage ended after my husband, Paul Barnett, committed adultery. My third marriage was to a physically abusive man who died. I was engaged one more time to a guy named Mike Gohn who shocked the hell out of me and became a post-op mtf Miranda Gohn. I never married again while living as MTF.
When I first detransitioned in 2005 I gained instant (unwanted) global celebrity status from my many television appearances and two documentaries that were made about my transgender experiences. I had no idea that a story about a detransitioning transsexual would be so popular. I simply had wanted to tell my story to help others and I had no idea it would turn me into me being easily recognized in public by fans of my work. In my former career as a nurse I was all about helping others and that was just who I was. More than a career, it was about ministering to others and caring deeply about their wellbeing. Nothing has changed. I’m still a caring nurse at heart when ministering to those who are in a place where I once was without answers. I never sought fame, but it was a result of being fearless and putting myself out there to help others. Because of the fame however, it’s enabled me to reach so many people who desperately need to hear my message of healing.
While preparing for detransition in 2004 my highschool sweetheart reconnected with me. She had left a bad marriage and was finally free to find herself. Part of finding herself was finding me again. It was like a miracle that we reconnected. We slowly caught up on the facts of our lives over the last couple decades. We met face to face again in 2012 and in 2014 we married. We are proud parents thanks to in vitro fertilization. Wanting to keep my new life out of the media, and for the sake of the children, we changed out names and moved out of the USA.
As At this point I want to quickly address the claim of biological underpinnings for transgenderism. I want to tell you about a lady named Natalie Sudman who was injured by a roadside bomb in Iraq. She had a near death experience and before she returned to her body to continue her earthly life she had to choose which fatal injuries would be healed in her body so she could return to it. If her soul host body can be healed so she could return to then it’s not a leap faith to know that people like transgenders can purposely be born with conditions like my own chromosome pattern that forced my hand down a path that was trying to teach me there is no such thing as a male soul or female soul, but our souls have memories of the male and female bodies we have lived in. In the case of transgenders and homosexual males who feel they were born this way, they are just dealing with having been a female in their past life and they currently struggle with being a woman born into a male body. If only transgenders could realize this they could become great guru’s of enlightenment for humans living in darkness. Their lives have so much potential that they squander with a self-induced insanity by wrongly believing themselves to be transgender.
Mistakes come with a cost, but at least detransitioned you will now have a life that feels genuine instead of everyday feeling like a frightening Halloween that never ends. You deserve to feel happy in your body and if that means you are truly happy as a transgender then I’m happy for you as long as you aren’t one of an alarming epidemic number of transgender pedophile cases showing up in the news nearly every day. Why is it that pedophilia and transgenderism is so common? Some have said there is a connection between the sexual undesirability of being transgender.
Transgenderism is a mental disorder that should be treated like an addiction. Once someone drinks from the poison cup of transgender theory, they become drunk on the wine of misconception and become a trans-aholic. Some say it’s a mental disorder that is contagious. The marketing package is so glossy and slick that even non-gender dysphoric people have become willing converts suddenly believing they too are transsexual. It is sometimes called Rapid Onset Transgenderism.
An alarming majority of transgenders are dangerous people drawn to lives of crime to support their lifestyle, many of them being convicted child sex offenders, pedofiles, drug dealers, prostitutes, and a large number are in prison for murder. There is a website that keeps track of these transgender people who commit horrible crimes at https://www.WomenAreHuman.com
The transgender pandemic is going to continue unless good people take a stand to try to help these mentally disturbed people before they hurt themselves or others. All it takes for evil to take over is for good people to stand by and do nothing while evil triumphs. Good people have stood by feeling helpless for too long because nothing has seemed to work to cure these individuals. If you don’t truly understand the phenomenon then how do you expect to cure gender dysphoria?
With few exceptions, every transsexual will tell you that their earliest childhood memories are plagued with feelings they can’t seem to shake that they should have been born a girl. They say they feel that they are a female trapped in a male body. Is there any validity to this claim that they feel like a woman trapped in a man’s body? The answer is yes if you understand this to be a reincarnation bleed over issue.
The Judeo-Christian religion has done a great disservice to the LGBT community and humanity in general. Reincarnation is foundational to Judaism, but reincarnation went from being mainstream to back burner in Judaism over the past 2000 years. Two Christian Nicaean Councils further muddied the waters by removing all direct references to reincarnation when deciding which stories would be included in the New Testament writings. Thankfully they missed a few places where Jesus spoke about reincarnation in the New Testament. Are you Jewish or Christian and don’t believe in reincarnation? Here’s a good link on Biblical reincarnation to get you started on “Seeking the truth that will make you free” https://www.near-death.com/reincarnation/history/judaism.html
Dr. Ian Stevenson documented thousands of cases of children who had reincarnation memories. The focus of his research was to find where reincarnation and biology intersect. Specifically he only researched cases where there were birth marks or other physiological manifestations that connected the child to the previous lifetime. An example pertinent to this discussion would be the rare case when we think it is simply nature alone that causes a child to be born with intersexed chromosomes that may or may not lead to intersexed reproductive organs.
You miss the point if you don’t know that the transgender phenomenon is given to us as a gift from God (so to speak) to enlighten us. Our souls are neither male nor female and these bodies are just a temporary teaching tool used to help us go a level higher. Those who have ears to hear let him hear. Don’t get too hung up on my usage of the word “God” that replaces “I AM that I AM“, common English translation of the Hebrew phrase אֶהְיֶה אֲשֶׁר אֶהְיֶה, ’ehyeh ’ăšer ’ehyeh – also “I am who I am”, “I am what I am” or “I will be what I will be” or even “I create what(ever) I create”. The traditional English translation within Judaism favors “I will be what I will be” because there is no present tense of the verb “to be” in the Hebrew language. No one knows what God is–could simply be some power that holds the universe together or could be some extra terrestrial being, who knows? I AM that I Am is not a great explanation.
The Sumerian tablets are the oldest written history we have on this planet that predates all religions by many, many thousands of years and in fact Judaism plagiarized many of it’s writings from the Sumerian tablets. The tablets record that the created humans mistook advanced beings visiting from outside our planet for gods and religion was born. Reincarnation of souls into new bodies is something that came from advanced beings before religion existed. Only thousands of years later religions were formed and some added reincarnation to the pillars of their faith. I’m trying to wrap this up cause I know this has been a long read, but please just bear with me for a wee bit longer. If you want to have a telephone conversation where I can fill in the details I’m happy to do that. I have a WhatsApp account that keeps me connect to people all over the world.
May I ask that you watch a video from 2013 of a woman named Jenny Cockell who as a young girl remembered her most recent past life and actually searched out her living children from her past life and they became fully convinced Jenny was indeed their mother reincarnated. I request those who don’t believe in reincarnation to watch it because it makes a very convincing case. View at your leisure https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PieZfAdIa8
Let me be clear about transgenderism. While there are many people that will take the live and let live attitude and support your right to live anyway you want, the fact remains that you are turning yourself into an obvious target for haters. Putting your life in danger is not a great idea. The fact remains that you are changing a normal body into a circus sideshow attraction and no amount of activism or acceptance is gonna mean shit when you someone you care about gets murdered or commits suicide because of their transgender status. A life lost. Why? Why not work through your dysphoric issues and learn to love and accept the body you agreed to for a reason in this reincarnated lifetime without turning yourself into a freak show? I know I’m speaking in a way that those who are already converted will understand. Other’s will have stopped reading long ago. I say again though, why create the life of a circus sideshow freak when you could make your life better and rid yourself of these transgender compulsions brought on by reincarnation carryover?
BTW, I thought I’d add a couple of pictures of the past here. These are pictures of MY past. I look at the pictures here and can hardly believe them. I get sad when I look at them because I was truly a good person I was then as now. I didn’t need to kill my MTF self off, and it’s sad to see that person I once knew and others once knew. I didn’t detransition to hurt anybody, but to make my life happier. Originally, I never wanted to tell anyone my transgender secret. My first husband never knew my transgender secret, and I even had family members who didn’t know I was transgender. It’s a shame it was all a case of mistaken identity based on memory carryovers from a previous reincarnation.
Before you go, watch this video on Youtube of a speech given by one of the doctors who was partly responsible to creating the whole transsexual phenomenon Dr. Quentin Van Meter ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mtQ1geeD_c ) He worked with the team at John Hopkins Hospital in the U.S.A. where the whole transsexual epidemic started and later spread to the rest of the world through word of mouth and then exploded on the Internet. Dr. Van Meter had a change of heart based on his own work with transsexuals and real peer reviewed studies an is now falsely labeled an anti-transsexual activist.
I am but one of many voices that the militant pro-transsexual movement would like to shut down. If I were just one voice that might be a different story, but there is a tsunami of many voices now speaking out about being lead down a primrose path by a misguided pro-transsexual movement and the greedy, unethical, so-called medical experts that promote their movement.
The cure for gender dysphoria requires no money. You can simply just research reincarnation and find out who you really are and then the confusion and masquerade will fade. Some may continue transition, some may drop out. There is no requirement. Adults can do whatever they want to modify their bodies. Just don’t demand your way into places where you know you really don’t belong like safe places for women. You have a specific place in society. You need to know your place and stay there. Transgenders have had a good run, but the tables are now turning. It’s time for real healing.
I’ll be adding to this website as the Universe gives me the nudge. Feel feel to reach out whether you want to send hate mail or love mail to the email address above.